today i spent alot alot leh...but..not my own money!! >.<....i went to suntech...cause gt facial appointment at 3...den go to the bioskin..den the women go check our skin condition..my mother wan damn oily lor..ee..but my one not..heng....heng...den later my mother go and do le..left me alone waiting outside..den gt 2 men jus came out frm doing facial..damn girly lor...buy soooo many diff types of cream some more..see alr my hair all stand..3.40 den my i start my facial..den the women go ask me wad is my name..den i tell her rachel..den she say "orh..mei jiao huh..okok..." walao!! deaf wan lor she!!! mei jiao??? so awful!!! wahpiang..bloddy ass la she... den later she go massage my head...damn pain lor!!! use so much strength!!! damn pain lor!! now gt blueblack le...='( i finished my facial at 6.30...den we go to takashimaya...den we go find our car hor...find here find there also cannot find..den we try to recall...den we go to place where we all think most likely the car is at dat place...but the whole place seem to change leh..dunno leh..den we find for 30min also cannot find lor!! damn hot some more...den my father go find..ask us wait at the staircase there...den suddenly he drive the car come..haiz...took 40min to find one stupid car..heng can find..kk..den later we go takashimaya...go there shop shop..i went to buy one addidas jacket...orangy red wan..damn nice..den buy addidas perfume...so sweet the smell...den later i go hush hush buy one black x tee...den go bossini buy the long sleeve shirt..so comfortable...den go U2 buy the racer-back tee...pink and purple..the colours damn nice...den after dat go home le lor...haiz..i very sl..ee...pp...yy...ZzZzZz...

haiz...today went to east coast wif my table-tennis team mates...it was ok la...quite boring though..we reached there..den play games...play the wacko thingy..lol...so wad lor..den later we split up...so me, janice, caslyn, cassandra and peiying go to play bowling...den we walked there..in the end not open...10am den open...so we have to wait for 30min more lor...so we hang around in 7-11 there...we go inside and buy things to eat and drink...i went to look for jolly shandy...find here find there...finally saw one green green can on the rack...i quickly open and take 2 cans..one for me and the other for janice...wah..damn cold..damn shiok...den we look around..i saw the nachos thingy..den gt no cheese wan..den i find for it..down there gt 1 machine to press out the cheese...den at the bottom gt some cheese..i think is other ppl go press one..very disgusting..den later i go press 1 time..den the machine suddenly ooze out all the cheese..lol..ALOT...non-stop one leh..lol..damn funny..den we pretend we dunno wad happen..lol..den later we went back to the machine..stop alr...but gt one BIG BIG puddle of cheese there..lol..damn funny..den we quickly walk out of the 7-11..go to the bowling there..den we started to bowl lor..walao...so many of our ppl there..all surround the counter..lol..damn messy...haiz..den later we go settle everything finish den we start to play lor..the bowling alley no standered wan leh...damn lousy..shift the dropped pins also like take forever like dat..have to wait so long..den the screen also soo dirty...den the machine to press the names and stuff also so lan...so wad lor..den the whole place also sooo dirty..ee...i wont ever go back again...den later we go buy maggie mee and eat...play until 11+ den go back to the meeting place lor..den later pei ying realised she lost her hp..we help her find the whole bowling alley...find here find there also dun have..den we go call her hp..see if gt any ringing sound...den we call so many times..in the end she say she put silent mode..walan..den we all go to find nadine and debbie..see if they gt her hp..den later we go find them la..in the end...it was wif nadine..-.-'...so wad lor..den we go mcdonalds and buy food..den go back le lor...haiz..now very tired le...zZzZz....

lol..today was quite fun...cause me, stef, brenda, eunice, liwen and hanya stayed back after school to practise the dance...we went to the hall...only gt us..en we dance lor..lol..den i play play hor..den the brenda go take her shoe wan to throw at me..den i run to hide behind the curtains..i secure all openings..den suddenly all went quiet..den i tot she went away le..den i open..den i walk out..suddenly frm behind she charge out..lol..while holding her shoes...lol..was damn funny..den we dance here dance there lor...den b4 tat we were supposed to promote tickets...den later i wan to go 5joy..cause all the ppl noe me mah..den more fun...so we wanted to go...but check temperature dat time...hanya forgot to bring hers..walao..den miss chiam go ask those who never bring wan write in the diary..but she forgot to bring also..so she lend frm brenda..den she lend her lor...den hanya go show miss chiam..den miss chiam check leh...she dunno say wad..den she angry..den hanya suddenly started crying...den she say im sry..ok..im sry!! den miss chiam say You dun shout at me this way!!! den dey 2 so-called fight lor...lol..damn scary...den hnya went back...she sat there keep on cring non-stop...damn scary..den suddenly laugh..walao..damn scary...haiz...i cant wait for the p6 nite...will be damn fun...haiz..HAIZ..

today the maths calculator thingy was like damn boring lor...DAMN...the teacher no feelings wan leh..tok also like wan to die like dat...so boring...den later we go recess...the pearlyn hor..gt nth better to do wan i tell u...go pull ppl's hair..go kick ppl..and who is dat ppl??? me!!! wah piang...haiz...den i kick her back lor...den play wif her..den go back to class..teach heather and valerie how to dance...lol..so funny..den later we watched brenda dance...haiz...den i was msging dom...den suddenly she called...i was halfway teaching..den i ans..brenda nt happy...haiz..den i put down lor...den later they all force me to dance...the dont phunk wif my heart thingy...but i cannot dance..i dunno how mah...den she angry..den hanya go take away my hp..say if i dun dance properly i wont get my fone back...so bad rite...haiz..den i dance lor..in the ned also dun need..walan..waste my time only...haiz..den go home lor..saw pearlyn...she going for blood test leh..poor thing..sure damn pain wan..haiz..haiz..

wah piang eh..today arh..haiz.i went to brenda's hse after school to think of the p6 nite thigy la..den we went there think awhile...den later we go play badminton...den play hide-and-seek...frm level 6 to 12 lor...so scary...den me and eunice hold hands..lol..we didnt let go leh..until we finished playing..cause we damn scared...lol..like no one lor...damn scary..den later we go order mcdonalds...den eat until so shiok..den later xw called me..den ask me wad i think abt cj hor..den i say she is a pile of shit..den she ask me ask every1 wad they think abt her..den all say together..SHE IS A PILE OF SHIT!! lol..was like damn funny...den i ask how dey think abt dom...den they say together DOMINICA RAWKS!! lol..so funny..kk..den later we go back to her hse and think somemore..den at 6pm my parents came to fetch me home...i went to SuperBowl to check if mine, stef and brenda's ez-link cards were there...we lost it mah...den the man go check..he say dun have lor..fuck la..i die..den my father came..he angry lor..den scold me..say next time i cannot stay back or go out anymore le... go die la him..ez-link lost can go make wad... so angry for wad...haiz...hope some1 would be kind enough to return my card to transit link...den can save money..cause...i m broke...haiz...

today was damn fun la...my whole class went to pasir ris park rite..den when we reached there sarah layed out the mat at the grass area there..den we out all our stuff there...den brenda go on her radio...damn shiok..den on cds...den bla bla...we go play at the beach there...brenda and hanya dunno dissapeared until where..so left me, sarah, amanda and eunice...den i went quite high..fun leh..jump here jump there..play imaginary guitar..lol..quite fun la..den later me and eunice went to the beach...we walk awhile...den find the sea damn smelly..so we went back..den it was sarah and amanda's turn to go lor..den hanya came back..say her bag was invested wif ants..many many ants...all at the cookies there..all in, on and around her bag all ants, ants, ants...damn gross..den after awhile me and eunice went to ceck on our bags..see if gt any ants...den we go see hanya's bag..walao...really all surrounded wif ants...den we helped her squash some of the ants..ee...damn gross...luckly my bag dun even have a single one..heng..den we go to the beach again..pick seashells..i picked qite a few la..quite nice...but i left it there...den we go to the long long stong there..dunno wads dat also la..den we sat there lor..listen to music..den i went to buy i-sport hor...the cap dropped down the slope lor..den go to the sea there..den later my bottle also drop..lol..den i forgot abt it...den go play lor...take foto..this and dat..den suddenly brenda shout..ask me go there se..den i go lor..u noe wad was dat??? a condom!!!!! it was like watery lor!! omg...den it was tied up...lol...maybe gt ppl wad wad there...hmm..the man sooo irresponsible...wan to throw throw at a better place la..so obvious..walan...den me hanya and eunice went to the playground area...we go play the swing..wah piang..the swing cannot move wan lor?! no matter how hard i try only swing at a certain height..den slowly slow down..den saw xiu hui walking..so called her to join...den i ask her push me..she push like never push like dat..den i ask hanya push me..at least gt some improvment la...kk..den we went back..den time to go le lor...oh ya..stef didnt go cause she didnt hand in her consent form...walao..she did lor..eunice saw it..den the stupid li lao shi go say dun have dun have..den in the end she have to stay in school...walao...haiz...today..i realised dat love is very...ARGH!!!!!!! i cant stand it..it is really painful to luv some1...haiz...haiz...HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol..today in school was quite fun la...although never do much stuff...we went to watch the ROBOTS move...some parts damn boring lor...walan..waste time..but it was quite meaningful though...haiz..den waste 15min of our recess...walao...den supposed to meet pearlyn to play the game...in the end realeased at 10.45...still left 15min b4 her recess end..so i saw her lor..den we wanted to play..but instead..i went to pinch her cheeks..lol..so sweaty lor..eew....make my hands all wet and sticky...haiz..den she drag me go follow her to the grandstand...den she kick me..i wanted to hit her back..but she ran away...haiz..tmr need to go pasir ris park for 'picnic' wif 4 pri6 classes...haiz..i have to make 16 sandwiches leh!! 16 leh!! walan..haven buy all the ingrediants also...shit..gonna spend sooo much money..and..I AM BROKE!!! oh shit..i cannot find my ez-link also leh...shit..dat time i went bowling..den give my ez-link to the man..i dunno if gt take back leh..shit..shit...SHIT!!!

haiz...today is like DAMN sian lor...cause of my stupid sis i have to stay at home the whole day...her exams next mah..haiz..anyway..still have to suffer wif her mah hor..cause i last time psle also she have to follow me study..stay at home..so..nvm lah...i so gd hor >.<...haiz...so sian..maybe this coming week going to heartland the superbowl wif my dear and brenda..sure will be damn fun wan...cant wait...lol..den pearlyn just msg me ask me meet her somewhere tomr to play the game again..-.-" lol..but she damn cute la..every sunday also msg me..ask me where to meet on mon..lol..haiz..my dear haven msg...supposed to come home frm genting now...but...haiz..nvm..i will wait..i will wait...

lol...today was like damn fun la..cause we went to xin yii's or rather liwen's or rather..haiya..alot of ppl la..i also dunno whos party..den before i went to the party i meet stef and brenda to go bowling..again. yupp..den i was late..so they stared playing first..wif liwen and huiying..den i joined liwen's group..all my skills all started to fade le..i also dunno y..hmm..den later brenda and stef gt at least 1 strike..i dun have!! i was damn fustrated...so i decided to concentrate more...den i tried..can leh..i improved..den i started to strike and stuff like that lor..cause of the pro on the left side of our lane..i saw him hold the ball...how he position it..den how he throw..so i follow lor..den can..i strike 3 times leh..so gd hor..>.<..he was also quite cute la..i tink 20+ yrs old...den when he go longkang he smile to himself..so cute..lol..den me and brenda keep on looking and wahing away..lol..he is like damn pro la..gt one pin at the right corner hor...he throw the ball in the centre..den suddenly go to the right side den hit the pin lor! DAMN PRO...kk..den later brenda dropped the ball..lol..den the boys on our right side shake their heads..lol..damn funny..den we laugh and laugh..we play here play there by the time alr 2.30 le..so we stopped..and guess how much was the total...$44+ lor!!!! we were like damn shocked..so we decided to seperate the amt..like me, liwen and huiying pay for my lane den brenda and stef pay for their lane..so i pay for liwen and huiying first lor..20+..so soon liwen..u better return my money..and huiying also..cause..IM BROKE!!!!!!!!!! T.T yupp...im broke...hmm..so..we waited for the bus to come..sort of like a feedle bus..den when come le we tot only us..once we stepped inside...shitty crap..gt SOOO many ppl lor!! den we still hv to pay $1.50...walan..like dat also need to pay lor...frm $40 become $17...i damn gd..haiz...den once we reached there we play games lor...den gt one guy..he is like DAMN tall..DAMN...frm far glance one look also know where he is liao..damn tall..and damn funny...lol..he is really damn funny..his sis also so tall..pri 5 only lor..taller den all of us...so matured somemore..haiz..quite pretty also la..den later after the party we go to the pool side there...den brenda go drag one girl frm geylang methodist inside the pool..lol..she wearing school uni somemore..their uniform is like..damn nice lor..damn nice.i luv it..damn nice...kk..den her hp was inside her pocket...so all wet lor..her shirt so transparent..lol..i dunno if can work or not..brenda also dunno her..den just drag her into the pool..but that girl was quite chio la..quite cute..but drama mama la....kk..den later brenda go push stef into the pool also..her phone also wet..haiz...she tried to dry it..in the end...spoil..lol...haiz..brenda arh..u shld pay for both fones...cause is u make spoil wan..haiz..kk..den my arm was like DAMN red..and DAMN pain..all because of who? brenda la! she go beat my head so hard! den i beat her leg..den she go beat my arm so damn many times la! damn pain lor!! T.T always kena bullied by her..T.T den later i angry..so i go take the spoon and scoop up the sweet thingy and pour on her sandwhich..den she angry..den say later i will get it...aiz..den she go spray water all over me..dats the 'punishment' for the sandwhich thingy lor..haiz...den later i go home...den go for dinner cause its my sis birthday..haiz..so tired..so here i am now..blogging,..haiz..i wan to sleep le...ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ.....................

hmm...quite fun la today..in the morning stef came to my hse to put back the clothes she borrowed frm me on mon..den we waited for sarah's chauffer(dunno how to spell la...) to come and fetch us go to the dunno wad changi SAFRA club...den i tot she alr fetch eunice and brenda...cause we were alr late for the party...in the end..inside the car only she and her sis(clare)..walan eh...den we still have to go fetch dem..so we go fetch eunice...she wear until like ahma like that...haiz..eunice ah eunice..haiz..okok..den later we go fetch brenda den we go to the SAFRA club le lor...den diane keep on calling non-stop..keep on asking where were we...wad time will we reach there...walan...den i too fed-up so i hang up on her lor...no choice..den we finally reach le...we go to the entrace, stuck down there...dunno where is the bowling alley..we ask the staff...they say walk to the right..we walk there..only gt construction site and nothing else..dumb lor..the ppl work there also dunno where is the bowling alley..fail la...haiz..den later we call diane ask her mother bring us there...so we wait for her lor...den we go follow her...when we reached the bowling alley dat time all the ppl alr going to play the second game le...so we quickly lor....den the once i bowl le den gt STRIKE leh!!! i damn pro..>.<>.<>

today damn sianz also lor...whole day on comp...play the stupid runescape..cause gt nothing to do..than meet hanya in the game..lol..than we go do quest together lor...than play awhile..sian alr den nv play le...haiz...tomorrow gt diane's party..dun feel like going leh..but cannot...later her mother tok here tok there..so better go....aiya..at least better than staying at home...somemore toorrow my dear go genting...for 3 days cannot tok to each other...haiz...SIAN SIAN SIAN AH!!!!!!!!!

haiz..today whole day on comp...so tired..so sianz...haiz..den play runescape..so sianz..go read other ppl's blog also so sianz..sms also so sianz...everything also so sianz...haiz...when will this sian-ness end..haiz..i would rather go to school than to stay at home lor..so boring..so sianz...haiz...on thurs going to diane's party...at least got some where to go la hor...better than nth..haiz...DAMN SIAN LOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haz...haiz...than stef keep on laning away...haiz...stef.dun act lian la...not nice....dun suit u la...must change k....haiz..so sian...SO SIANZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.-"

haiz...today went to compass wif eunice, stef and sarah...FINALLY CAN GO OUT LE!!! yeah!!! so shuang...haha..than eunice DAMN blur and dumb..realli...i tok SO DAMN loud she still cannot hear lor!! so damn fed-up wif her..haiz...bao xue guan...BOOM!...lol..wad ever -.-" haha..than she and stef go find baby socks for their hp...find until so long finally got one pink one..quite cute la...than we go walk and walk lor...haiz..than in the end all come my hse..than stay awhile than all go home le...so sianz...haiz...haiz....

walao...today damn tired...just came back from the dinner whor..it was quite nice la..thought the mushroom was quite disgusting and flabby...lol...than before we went to the founders day dinner..i went to compass...wif sarah, brenda, stef, eunice, hanya and amanda..than me and stef was late cause she came my hse borrow top for tonight mah..than we met them lor...haiz..than later i begged stef to buy for me a $6 earring frm 77th street...after 10 min of begging..she FINALLY agreed..haiz...than later we go to sarah's hse to wait for her mum to fetch us to the raffles town club for the dinner..her hse quite big leh...quite nice..than we go up to her room..so damn messy...than she on her comp...than i signed in..than quarrelled wif my darling for awhile..so angry.than later i go outside of the room go to the family area..than gt one small liitle cage there..inside gt one hamster..the hamster sooo poor thing...so big than live inside one small little cage..must be so bored inside...poor thing..than later we go change into our dinner clothes..than i went to put on the earrings..so nice leh..but i cannot find my ear hole..lol..so i ask brenda to help me wear lor..thanks hor brenda..than later all ready alr than we go le lor..than in the car my dear called me...shout and shout also dunno for wad...so angry..than i angry also lor..than we nv tok for awhile...than later i say dun fight le la..than all ok le lor..than once reach le we go to the ballroom outside...wah...gt sooooooooo many teachers there,,,,than later we go find all our teachers..but cannot find any...than we saw mrs poulier(dunno how to spell la..) than we go tok to her lor.. than tok here tok there...mrs lau came..lol..she wear until so 'sexy' whor...lol..all black somemore..than we go tok to her lor..than later we go inside the ball-room and sit..than we tok tok tok...than i sat in between of eunice and brenda mah..than later the sec school teachers and dunno wad ppl go to the stange and tok dunno wad crap..i also not listening,,than later the guest-of-honour came..all stand up...also dunno for wad...haiz..the first part so sian..than later the food came!!! yeah!!! we all so hungry...than eat le i go play wif hanya the 'spiderman ah spiderman, batman ah batman, superman ah superman, x-man ah x-man, ultra-man ah ultra-man' lol..than we play until so jia lat..lol..so funny..than later we go out of the ballroom to the mini 'living-room' with only i set of sofa and i small glass table..than we go there play lor..play until so chor lor..lol..so funny..than later me and hanya wan to go on an 'adventure" lol..than we go act as if like spy like that..go frm wall to wall..than later we open one door..go look inside..than some1 go open the door..than we quickly run away..so stupid..lol..than later we go play some more..than sarah's sis say wan to go on the 'adventure' wif us..so we bring her go lor..than later stef also follow..lol..than me and hanya the leader..thn we go frm wall to wall..lol..than later we open that door again..than some1 go open the door frm behind..than we run away...than later stef say we dumb..than we say y..than she say 'gt camera everywhere la!!! u all no matter act how secretive also no use...' than we laugh and laugh...lol..so funny..than later we go inside..than eat finish all the dishes le we go home lor...by the time i reached home alr 11pm le..than now blogging lor..haiz..veri sleepy la..wan to sleep le................................................

wah..today so tired..after the stupid excursion on SCULPTURES.....of all things must be sculptures....haiz...so boring...but luckly gt frends to accompany..if not can die ah..so sian..than gt one sculpture by dunno wad man hor..at suntech outside...is one metal 'ring' la..quite big wan...outside like green green like that wan...frm one angle see hor..is one circle la...than u walk slowly round the thing hor..the shape slowly change wan le...slowly change become one flatten oval...very unique...quite nice la..than i like the 'seed series'...dunno why also...very special....the lady make different kinds of seeds become so big...she use a stone than carve the shape out....than when we at the water wheel hor..we like saw the woman who made the 'seed series' leh...than i told brenda..she say ya hor...the woman was like exactly the same as the person lor...the hairstyle same...clothes also wear the shame..lol...but that one the hair grey grey de...lol..than later walk walk walk lor...so hungry...than the last stop we went to the '6 paintstrokes' thingy...that thing is outside millenia walk mah..than we walked past the 'candy empire' shop...than later miss chiam(eng teacher) asked the instructor to let us go in and look..wah...first time sooo good leh...than all go in lor...i bought the wonka chocolate..and the honey soy chicken potatoe chips..haha...yeah...so happy...can eat and eat le...lol...later i eat until when stand on top of the weighing machine...piang..spoil..lol...ooook.. -.-" than later go back to school lor...than i help H.S take foto wif her 'wife' stef...so wad lor.. -.-" i like so extra...they two lovey-dovey..ee...all my hair stand ah...but they 2 not pei wan...all so girly..H.S...if u wan very badly to married hor...go find someone like Dom like that la...must one tom boy one girly mah...see..me and Dom...so pei hor...lol...-.-" wad ever..kk..than when wan to go home that time i saw pearlyn...than we tok lor..than my sis go extra..say i wan to play spiderman, superman, batman and ultraman game wif her...than pearlyn so excited...than she start doing all the actions..lol...so damn funny...anyway tmr i meeting hr to play that game..lol...dumb hor..lol..wad ever..than in the morning right..before we went for the excursion hor..the 5 joy girls came to our class take things mah..so damn messy lor..they make until our class like shit like that...than they gt project right..use clay and make one..than they make so many small small balls...lol..than pearlyn so poor thing..carry all the things until like wad like that..so i go help her lor...than she walk one step, one thing drop. turn one side, another thing drop. lol..than me and H.S go help her...than she walking that time hor...one by one the things drop...she shout and shout..lol..than i behind her help her pick up one by one than throw onto the cardboard she was holding..lol..than she shout and shout..so funny...than we so good help them hor..thier stupid teacher go ask us get lost leh..stupid lor..than we quickly walk out..haiz...sian ah..today have to face my stupid fucking father's face again..so buay song wan...not happy say la...must look at me until like that...saalllaaapp his face ah......haiz..now onwards cannot go out le...haiz...next whole week no school some more!!!! stay at home!! so sian ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn sianz ah...sianz sianz...haiz...ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dunno wad to do sia....haiz..haiz...haiz....wah lan eh..DAMN SIANZ!!!!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!! wah kao eh..u noe yesterday i went out wif dem hor..damn fun la...we watched corpse bride..so lame lor...stupid show..but some parts quite nice la..than me and stef was late for the show..cause we waited for train and taxi so long...than 3.30 than reach..the show started at 3.15 mah..so sarah came out and gave us the ticket than we go in lor..than we watch le go take np...take until like siao...nicole.l and rach.g scream and scream when decorating...lol..cause no time..than later we went back to nicole.l hse..than play wif her chinchilas(dunno how to spell lah..)than the fur so soft...so nice..wont bite wan leh..so tame..hahax..than later we waited for her dad to come and bring us for dinner..wait until 7.30 than come..than me, sarah and amanda went first..than later reach le we waited for stef, rach.g and nicole.l to come...wait wait, eat eat..by the time 8.45 le...than we went to the pet shop..inside got cats running around..so scary lor..i was standing there looking at the pet club mag than suddenly gt one grey grey thing move...i look beside than the cat down there looking at me..i faster put back the mag than i scream than run away..than everywhere u walk also gt one cat one..ee..than later we went to another pet shop..this time inside gt dogs..walan eh..me and rach.g go in le the dogs all bark like siao...than we quickly run out..lol..than the rest went in lor..we stay outside look..lol..so pathetic..than we decided to go in..open the glass door..got one ding dong sound..than the stupid black dog turn the head than stare at us..we scared than go out again..haiz..than after awhile me, sarah and stef went wif nicole.l's mum to take a cab back to her hse..than we reach le than waited for the rest..wait so long..in the end sarah's mum called..say fetch me and stef go home..so we go lor..wah..the car so shuang..but i kena the seat which have to cross the leg and sit one..so jia lat..some more like convertable like that sia..so shiok..the wind so strong..than later fetch stef home alr than sarah's parents wanted to go eat supper...than by the time alr 9 plus le..so i msg my father tell him where was i lor..(this is the fucking part)than he say: "wad u mean u having supper? after dinner now supper? Rachel, u better be home by 10.30. if not i wont allow u to go out wif ur frends anymore. I mean it!" than i realy: okok than he say: "i wont allow u to go out wif ur frends anymore! i mean it!" than i was like wtf lor??!!! like that onli dun allow me go out?! wads the fucking prob wif him lor!!! than i jus reply ok. cause i cannot reaply anything else wad. than sarah's mum called him..explain to him..than later i reach home le sarah and her mum went up wif me..so she can explain to my mum. than ok alr than i cried..cause my father nv 'shouted' to my before through sms mah..that means he is DAMN angry...so i scared la..than later my mother say he vry angry..than she say he say i veri dai dam(cantonese) (means veri bold) to ans him say ok. if i dun ans ok than wad i ans? not ok meh? dun wan meh? fuck lor! than i didnt dare go in the room see him...so i go bathe first..by the time alr 10.30 le..than later after i bathe i go in the room wif my mum go see him...he angry until nv tok..than i stand there la..wait for him to scold me..than he nv tok..i stand there for 3omin lor!!! my legs damn tired and pain..than i cry until eyes soo red...than later he jus go and sleep like that. than leave me alone standing there. dumbass lor! than i go and sleep le..alr 12 midnite alr..he damn wad lor!!!!!! arghh!!! if i have such a father like him..i would rather not be brought in this world..he is too much le lor!! like this onli dun let me go out..where got such thing wan lor!!!! y mus he care anyway...is my own life..not his...such an extra...i cant wait for him to go for his business trip..than i can hv my own freedom..he is such a jackass....freaking bastered. he also say dun let me go for the founder's day dinner lor! i dun care..i dun give a damn..(sry han..i used ur lines..) he cant stop me...anyway he would alr be gone for his business trip...gd..go longer the better..the best is dun EVER come home...i am damn freaking angry wif him now...ARGHH!!!!!!!!! i feel like slapping, punching his dumb face!!!!!!!!!!!!

yay!!! psle over le!!!! woot!!! can play until siao...yeah! haha..but the maths and science paper so difficult...the math pp i all do finish...but anyhow do wan...at least better than nth hor..than today the science...haiz..nv do 3 questions..minus 3 marks le...hiaz..wad ever it is...all over le..juat hope for the best lor...haiz..later i going bugis junction!!!! wif stef, sarah, nick lee, rach goh and amanda!!! so excited... hahax...better spend more time together..if not a few more months later all seperate le...so sad...haiz..i wanna go prepare le la...blog again tomorrw..buh bye! =)