I shall let the pictures do the talking first. Pictures, please. *shows the pictures the way* =)

LEE LAO SHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NI SHI ZHUI HAO DE!!!! heh. I think she's funny =D

Me and hanyaaaaaaaaaa!!! =D


I think our classroom is the best lah huh. We love you, classroom!!!! =D

The wondeful memories this corridor brings back are unforgettable =)

6 Joy 05' ...

wo men zhi yi ban! =D


I think the teachers' day celebration today is the best of all in all the 6 years. Firstly, VERY VERY CUTE PEOPLE PERFORMED. (Where were the secondary 1 prefects' performaces? -____-) Secondly, I was sitting right right at the corner of the hall where the machine was and it was like our home cause we could stretch our legs and sit like nobody's business and lie down and talk and use our phone whenever we want! =D AND I THINK THE PERFORMANCE BY 4A1 ROCKS LIKE CRAZY =D the rest was not very nice but still watchable, besides one of them. Suffered while walking under the rain to Perry Primary School (THANKS ALOT EUNICE SEOW. HMPH >:( ) to meet Ms Ng Lai Mui and she still looks the same. DIDN'T CHANGE ONE SINGLE BIT. NOT EVEN HER CLOTHES COMBINATION AND SHOES EH =D AND SHE SAYS IM NICE AND SHE LIKES ME!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!! =D ate nuggetsssssssssssssss!!!! =P walked like crazy women under the drizzle all the way to Koven. BEST. Sat cab there and ran all the way to the staff room and be Santa Claus. Managed to give my teachers their presents! =) Went to Heartland Mall and then homed with Sarah Chang =D

Oh crap. I'm having a really bad headache right now and I am FREEZING COLD and VERY WARM at the same time.

I think I'm getting sick. Double crap.

Patch things up huh...yeah sure. But how?

I am so tired.
Tired of all the mixed emotions I have.
Tired of the situation I'm in now.
Tired of smiling when I'm not happy. At all.
Tired of pretending.
Tired of having so much to say but having so little time.
Tired of my life.
Tired of everything.
Tired of...myself.

What can I do?

Where were You when I needed You most?

Horrible day today. Spilled the cup of water THREE times and water was ALL OVER my table. The weather was SUPER warm today. The class was SUPER noisy. I was SUPER irritated. But the smell of roses makes me feel glad once again =) Had a great time laughing all my troubles away with Joyce Teo Min Jia. Gosh, she is SUPER nice to laugh with eh =D JOYCE TEO!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D Waited for 2hrs 15min for the stupid photo-taking. I thought we were late and we ran like crazy. In the end, we still had to wait for 30min before we could even take 2 photos. WASTE MY TIME >:( Gonna go back to primary school tomorrow to pass my teachers PRESENTS!!!! =D I really miss the life I had when I was primary 1 and 2....free from troubles and worries. Life was so great then. Oh well, the past is the past =) AND I THINK 1B2 06' ROCKS MY SOCKS, SHOES, HAIR AND BEARS I TELL YOU. I DON'T WANT US TO SEPERATE NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

I'm hurting so badly inside. I need someone to be here. I wanna cry. Cry all my troubles away. Cry till everything is back to normal. But, can I?

Physical today was H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E. We were late. So we had to do 50 pumpings, 12 suicides, running up and down twice and 30 of some kind of squating-and-then-stand-up-again-but-you have-to-hold-hands thing. It may sound little...BUT IT'S DAMN TIRING PLEASE. Sweated like some crazy animal. I really pity the netballers =( The blister on my thumb is getting worser and worser. Crap. Its my first time getting one so I didn't know how pain it is >:( humph. I don't like guzheng laaaaaaaaaa...I have a feeling my group's gonna screw up for tomorrow's play cause we only practised once. And it was not even done properly. SHIT. I can see my marks being flushed down the toilet bowl >:(

I am very smelly so I'm gonna bathe now. BYE BYE =D

Orange and yellow =)

My mission failed cause Nemo got eaten by my partner before I even manage to pluck its fins out =D

Tears are salty water coming out from the eye glands. Why isn't it bitter? Sometimes, I really wonder.

So much to say, So little time

My cookies are delicious >.<

I think yellow coloured paper rocks my socks and shoes and hair and bears.

Yes. It's You.

I HAVEN'T RECEIVE MY MATHS PAPER. Gan chiong feeling haven't over. Shit.

People who are failing are not crying. People who are passing with flying colours are crying. And the reason is not because they are too happy. It's because they are dissapointed. Seriously, what is wrong with this world?


THIS POST SO RANDOM LEHHHHH =D

	Your super-secret codename is: LAC HER
	Your mission is... Find Nemo and kill him
'What" is your codename and mission?' at QuizGalaxy.com

HAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHA. I'M GONNA HAVE TO KILL NEMO. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. under the sea...under the sea! =D

No one today can avoid asking this question; What is the meaning of life?

We look for it everywhere: In books, in sports, in love, in drugs, and in fame and fortune. We compare ourselves to others and find it doesn't matter how high we climb among our peers. We collect material assets and always want more. We may even climb spiritual ladders without finding the answer, because we are asking the wrong question.

It's not a question of what life means to US; it's all about what WE mean to God.

King Solomon, who was granted unsurpassed wisdom by God, lamented after years of experimentation: "I have seen all the things that are done under the sun; all of them are meaningless, a chasing after the wind" (Ecclesiastes 1:14).

Solomon concludes, in Ecclesiastes 12:13, "Now all has been heard; here is the conclusion of the matter: Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man."

The Bible tells us that all of creation revolves around God's will. He created the heavens and the earth and He created each of us. We reside in a universe that to us seems bounded by time and space, but which to God is totally accessible. All of the Bible either lays the groundwork for our worship of God and our salvation through Jesus Christ or details how we are to respond to Christ's sacrifice on the cross.

So the meaning of life becomes: How do we get in that game?

For the unbeliever, it can start with a simple, honest prayer: "God, if you are there, please help me. I don't know what to believe. I'm not happy with my life and the things I've achieved. Please help me have the faith to start walking with you."

God, in His faithfulness, will use even this tiny overture to begin working in our lives.

Jesus himself said in Matthew 17:20, "…I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, "Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.'" Once we have decided to pursue God, there are many tools that will help us. We may read and interpret His word in Scripture. We may pray for His continued guidance. We may try to do His work in our daily lives.

As we lift up our circumstances - good and bad - to God in prayer, we will find things improving. Some problems God will simply take away from us - anxieties about things we cannot control, desires for things we should not want (addictions) are good examples. Some things God will send back for us to work on - broken relationships where we are partly at fault, missions God has given us that we have tried to ignore. Some things God will fix - healing sickness, removing evil influences from our lives, redirecting us away from situations we thought we would never resolve.

The more we listen to God, the better we will know His voice. We can get plenty of practice by reading scripture and paying special attention to those passages we don't understand - or don't like. These passages offer huge signposts to the areas of our lives that are not in accordance with God's will.

Sooner or later, we will be moved by Scripture and prayer to give our lives to Jesus, who died to redeem us from our sins and to allow us to approach God clothed in Christ's righteousness. With our acceptance of Jesus, we also receive the Holy Spirit, which will gradually help us become more like Christ.

During this lifelong process of sanctification, we find our sins gradually being replaced by what the Apostle Paul calls the "fruit of the spirit."

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law" (Galatians 5:22-23). Equipped with these gifts, we are ready to pursue the purpose God has planned for us since before we were born. This purpose will be different for each person, but will result in two common goals: Glorifying God the creator and helping to build His kingdom on earth.

What more could we ask for the meaning of life?


I think this is so wonderful =)

COMMON TESTS ARE OOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! and now I have to start preparing for the marks I'm gonna get. shit. bad feeling comes and go. and then it comes again. CRAP. received geog and I was so pissed with myself that i teared. WHAT THE HELL PLEASE!!!! 7 MARKS!!! I COULD HAVE GOTTEN 7 MARKS MORE LEHHHH!!!!! JUST BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID CARELESS MISTAKES AND JUST BECAUSE OF MY BAD MEMORY, I. LOST. 7. MARKS. #$%^&*%$@#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but someone wonderful cheered me up. LOADS =D you know who you are =) I WANNA THANK YOU A MILLION TIMES FOR ALWAYS MAKING MY DAYS FEEL BETTER!!!! =D received my history too. B-A-D. I DEPROVED WHEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO IMPROVE. SHIT. then, received my chinese paper, AND I WANNA JUMP FOR JOY, HAPPINESS, PROSPERITY AND PROGRESS. (okay. it doesn't really link, but, heck.) I'VE GOT THE MARKS I WANTED TO GET!!!!!! =D in fact, everyone got what they've wanted. well, maybe not everyone, but those around me. LETS ALL PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

PLANET SHAKERS ROCKS LIKE SOME CRAZY PIECE OF CLOUD THAT I WOULD WHINE FOR 297219749274846483629 YEARS IF I DIDN'T GO =D gosh. It was really meaningful =) and i enjoyed every, single minute of it. IT'S WORTH BETTER THAN SOP. and the ticket is only $4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes yes. IT'S GREAT. met sharmaine and my cousin and his friends at orange julius cause SOMEONE asked me to meet her there so she could pass me the tickets and we waited for DAMN LONG and that SOMEONE said she DIDN'T KNOW WHERE ORANGE JULIUS IS. OMGJKHDUIWEBDJKWBDKBXKBEK. Everyone almost died on the spot. so we walk like we were late for some kind of meeting all the way to Hall 10
-___- went in, and the place was NICE =) used white chalk or crayon or something to draw on my arms and face. SHARMAINE, YOUR WRITING FAIL LA. write on my hand until like what like that -___- okay. was right in the front and IT WAS VERY, VERY, VERY FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the songs they sang were great =) after the concert went out and then i realised i forgot to buy the cd. okay. so we walked all the way back and then met the rest of my cousins and then went together to queue for the cd. went back to my cousin's house for a gathering and then went home =D shall upload the photos some other time =) okay, got back my history today and i was doing okay till i found out that my group failed for the project cause we handed one week late. BECAUSE THE PROJECT WAS KEPT UNDER SOMEONE'S TABLE SINCE ALOT OF WEEKS AGO AND NO ONE BOTHERED TO HAND IT IN. so I dropped 2 grades. WHEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO EXTREMELY WELL FOR THIS TERM.

shit.

GOSH. SOMEONE JUST ADDED ME ON MSN AND HE IS A 33 YEARS OLD MALE?! OMGKQDHWUIHNDJKWQK. and I thought he was my cousin -___- shit. what if...that guy's a pervert?! what if...that guy's a crazy man?! what if...that guy's a cheater?! okay. i think its better that I delete him off my contacts and block him as well. safe now. no more 'what if's =D

Shall blog about the SOP on Saturday:

THE PLACE IS SO VERY, NICE. I bought a $50 ticket and in the end my cousin, who bought a $25 ticket, sat right infront, and me and sharm was all the way at the last row -___- CHEAT MY MONEY!!!!!!!! >:( the opening was SO BORING. the cello player looks like she was giving birth?! yes, sharmaine said that. but seriously, she looks more like she took estacy. SHE WAS VIBRATING AND SHAKING. okay. the harp was absolutely EXCELLENT!!! =D enjoyed every second of it. the choir was abit out...cause they were making me feel even more colder than I was already am. so, boo. BAND'S NEXT. SHARON WAS IN THE CENTRE AND I COULD SEE HER SO CLEARLY!! she looked reluctant to play though =( saw half of Rachel's head and I couldn't spot melanie =D melanie ah, next time you should stand right at the top of the riser so I can spot you la huh. I regretted not buying flowers for the girls =( okay. guzheng was okay. very loud and magestic =) the ending was nice and we did the PL cheer!!! it was already 10.30pm when the concert ended. my cousins and I went back to the gathering =) the end! oh, and I wanna suggest that the Singapore Concert Hall's toilet doors should be change cause it's making HELL LOT of noise whenever you open or close the door.

Wanted to blog about today's Natinal Day Parade in school but now I think I should not cause there is nothing much to blog about.

So, bye bye =D

Then, I heard those 2 piercing words, "Let go".

What have I done? Oh, Father God, why do I have to let him go?

This hurts so bad.

I cried, I spent days and I've made the decision.

To you;

God has been telling me something. He's been telling me to let you go. I don't want to, but I have to obey Him. May the Lord bless you and keep you. May the Lord make His face to shine upon you and give you His peace. And may you always love Jesus more than anything else.

"You should never have any regrets with him. You loved him. Face it, you always will. Now go on with your life. God is near to the brokenhearted."

Yes, these words helped me moved on.








I just so happen think that being near God is a wonderfully safe place to be.

In a soap bubble, lightly floating towards infinity. This is where I would like to be, so I wouldn't be bound to hear a thing.

To lose myself into oblivion and to avoid regretting a fading past that, with all my being, I'd like to be my present and future. It would almost be funny if it didn't hurt so much, don't you think?

I miss you and I cannot tell you. Worse of all, I cannot tell myself.

Why shouldn't I feel these emotions? Solitude makes me feel a deaf pain that not even the things in my past can sooth.

And whenever other feelings arise, like range, I cannot find peace and I ask myself why us, why this way, why never again.

If only I could convince myself that I was reasonable. If only I could silence the doubts that crowd my mind. If only, for one more time, I could hear you say those words...

My right arm is aching so horribly cause of I-don't-know-what reason. I think the lead in my hand is causing it. MUST BE. SHARON, SEE LA. THROW LA THROW LA. SEE WHAT HAPPEN. I think I should stop blogging now. okay. so, bye bye =D










Note to self: Buy Mr Kim mints for teacher's day.

No, nothing will happen now but all these would not have happened before if you've learnt to let go of the past earlier. You didn't tell me you didn't know what was going on. I thought I was the one who was supposed to be the one not knowing? I don't know. It's just plain confusing.

So, you are suspecting somebody has been spreading? Well, that doesn't really matter I guess cause this is between you and me. They wanna know about it, let them know for all I care cause its none of my business.

You and me said we didn't wanna care. You and me said we've had enough. If this is so, what more can I say? In fact, you were the one who said we should be like this if its better for us this way. You tell me what else I can say besides 'Its over". I really wanna know.

Today kinda sucked. No. Not kinda. It did sucked. Early morning got scolded cause i had to go school early for physical. and then it reminded my dad about my cca, and then reminded him about me staying back till so late and then reminded him that I have no time to study cause tests are coming up. BEST. so, he PURPOSELY went to the route to my school, and i thought he was gonna fetch me first. but instead he went to my sister's school and then back again. Guess what he said? I PURPOSELY WANNA MAKE YOU REACH SCHOOL AT 7.15 and heck, I did reach school at 7.15. I THINK HE IS PURE EVIL. I SO HATE HIM. YES, I HATE HIM SO MUCH SO THAT I'D RATHER DIE THAN TO SEE HIS FACE. I was filled with hatred when i was in the car man. I was crying inside but tears just didn't drop till I reached 1b2. I was hurting so badly let me tell you. My own father? Purposely drive to a route which he knows that I know very well that leads to my school but instead made another round just because he wanted me to give physical a miss? WHAT THE HELL. He doesn't understand how I feel. But thanks to my dear friends, I managed to stop myself from flooding my classroom =) Thank you Sharon, you were oh, so sweet!!! Thank you Nadine, you were great!!! I LOVE YOU TWO!! =D and gosh, SHARON LOOKS SO, SO, SO, SO CUTE IN BAND UNIFORM!!!!!! she looks like a japanese schoolgirl leh. so cute!!!! =D okay. I just made my own omellete!!! Say 10 cheers cause my cooking is very good, considering that I don't even know how to cook maggie mee.

Shit. I have a feeling he told mrs han that I'm gonna quit =(( HELL NO. I'M NOT GONNA QUIT MAN. NO WAY. I'm gonna quarrel with him till he agrees to let me stay.

Till then, I'm not talking to him.