Yesterday's badminton match was as gan chiong as ever and they emerged as champions.

Today's tuition was horrible cause I suddenly forgot my fractions. But today was also good, in a bad way, cause I got angry with the prefects and I scolded some of them. Please. They were being ridiculous by asking me to carry so many chairs at one shot instead of dragging them. And I shouted back, You think very light is it. You come carry lah. I got caught for my socks in the morning but I didn't go to where I'm supposed to go. I purposely pulled my socks skyhigh after that. And showed all the prefects.

I actually felt contended. Seriously, I think I'm getting more and more rebellious.

Tomorrow will be the best day of my life. Cause I'll be getting hell from him. Everybody, please clap.

Okay. Blogger finally loaded. It took forever. Back to serious stuff now. Tournament. Yes.

Wednesday
Oh man, oh man, oh man. I was feeling giddy for the VERY first time of my whole entire life. I'm serious. I was down with flu and cough and my partner was down with the same illness as well. And we were supposed to play against Dunman High Sec. During the match, both of us were not focusing cause we kept sniffing. So guess what our beloved one said, "You are not using your head." You tell me, sick how to concentrate? Why don't you give it a try? I wouldn't mind.

So we obviously lost that match. He scolded us. Said what we were not focusing, not concentrating, never use head, mind went blank, tadadadada. Yes, his usual things. Then he asked us why we were not focusing. So I answered we were sick. And guess what he said? "All these are ALL excuses." My goodness. He himself said that if you are sick, you can't play. And now he tell us all these are just excuses? What shit. Please, does he have a problem with people being sick? It's not our fault, you know. And now, you're blaming us for it? I think there's something wrong with You. Not Us.
He also said he wanted to drag us out half-way when we were playing the match. Drag for all you want. I don't really care. We've done our part and that's it. You don't like it, then that's too bad.

I thought we were free from his rubbish after we were dismissed but hell no, we were wrong. Bus-stop. (I'll never, never forgive him for this, let me tell you.) He SCOLDED us at the BUS-STOP. And he repeated whatever he had said just now, AGAIN. Only thing it's louder. Thanks alot. And in case he didn't know, a bus-stop is a PUBLIC area. And a public area has PEOPLE EVERYWHERE.

He asked me a question and I didn't answer so he asked again, this time louder. "Why are you not answering me?!" I looked at him, and rolled my eyes. Yes. I did that. Don't ask me why cause I really, really, hated him at that moment. So for this, he was angry at me.

Today
My eyebags were really heavy today. History was fine, except I was sweating like crazy cause I didn't get any wind from the fan AT ALL. Done the test, next major test; match against Anglican High. I knew it from yesterday that he wouldn't put me down to play because of what happened on Wednesday. So the line-up today for C Div' was well, changed.

B Div's match was an absolute killer. We played till rubber set and everyone was cheering SO loudly. Yes, PL spirit. :) And after much pulling of shirts and squeezing of hands, B Div' WON! 1st place! :D They've done really well. Next, C Div'. Lost the first 3 and won the last 2. The last 2 were good. The first 3 was well, sort of unexpected. So we lost. 2nd place. Again.

Team Dinner was next. It was fun, till Mr Kim started talking. He was talking and yes, I admit it, I was smiling and I said 4 words, "Look at Nadine's fries." And I got picked on. Shit him. So he started saying, "I'm not going to mention who it is cause today is a good day. I will say it next time. It's a habit, once people talk, you also talk. You are going to get HELL from me next training."

Hell for me? Yeah, sure. I'll see what you can do. Scold me like shit, tell about me to the principle which you always do over minor things, make me run 10 rounds round the school, make me do whatever things you want me to do. I'll do it willingly. Without a single tear. Like I give a damn about it, man. Why waste my tears. I'd rather waste it on my pet fish. You've had enough? Yeah, me too. So go ahead and do whatever you want.

It's been a bad bad week for me besides CNY. CNY was the ultimate cause I lost $25. And I collected lesser Ang Pows this year!! Why huh, why huh??

Okay. Common Tests are up till Monday and I will be going to support the Badminton Girls after that. I can't wait till next training to see what I will be asked to do.

Maybe... I was wrong, somehow or rather.
Maybe... it is just meant to be like that and nothing more.
Maybe... we will be best friends next time.
Maybe... we will remain like that.
Maybe... we will be together.
Maybe... I love you.

I am down with bad flu. Yes. Very good. Of all times must be now. I keep sneezing like nobody's business and my mucus keeps flowing like free. My head is so heavy and my eyelids have like 3kg of weight hung onto it. Just pray that this won't drag on till Wednesday cause I have a match on that day. Please bless me, Oh Lord. Otherwise I can't enjoy the collection of my angpows. Oh and best of all, I can't enjoy my reunion dinner later on cause I can taste nothing. At all. I am so lucky man.

Seriously, is our school really THAT desperate for money? And we have to WALK for the SCHOOL. Shit. I don't see why do we always have to donate to our school for its "equipment and building developement". Whatever. I think I'm only going to try fill up all of the $2 boxes. Full-stop. No more. And if my mood is good, maybe one of the $5 box. And the school is so thick-skinned to put TWO boxes for the $100 and above donation. I think whoever can donate $50 is already my hero. Much less say $100 and above. My god.

Why is it that I have to suffer all these and not You? Give me a very good reason and I'll accept it no matter what it is. Thank You.

Yes, today made this week a good week! :D It really feels good helping people. Seeing the smiles on their faces. The feeling is AMAZING :) We were supposed to be 'befrienders' to the elderly folks today. And when the whole thing ended, those elderly folks were really happy and when they said 'thank you' so sincerely, I almost cried. I don't know why, but well, I felt a sense of achievement then.

Me and Joyce were talking about what will happen to our clique and our class next year. I guess most of us will be seperated. I detest the homeroom system for letting us have so little time to bond as a class. Shit that. I really don't want this year to end but unfortunately, time is passing so so quickly. Term 1 is gonna be over soon. I hate the feeling of people leaving me. Shit that too.

Chinese New Year is coming soon. So, Happy New Year everyone! :D

At times, I feel if what I want is too much. Is trying to be someone close to you that hard? Trying to make the first move but afraid that you would think the other way. Waiting for You to make the first move but you don't seem to care. Sometimes, I really wonder if I should stop; cause it does hurt.

Valentines' Day is over and it's sad that I didn't have time to blog ON Valentines' Day itself. Yes, tournament. And the greastest thing, I lost my match yesterday. Shit ass. Spoit my mood for the other half of the day. Though we still won overall.

A big, big thank you to those of you who remembered to give me presents yesterday!!!! :D Loved them all :) And the chocolates were specially sweet yesterday eh. Maybe cause it's Valentines'! Lol.

I am very busy this whole week cause of trainings and tournaments and got a stupid scolding (and I mean serious scolding. He shouted like nobody's business can.) from Mr.L for not doing our CIP which we actually did but what happened was because of a miscommunication and he simply doesn't get it. Seriously, what was he thinking? Spoit my mood too.

And today was as bad. I don't know why, but for some stupid reason, I was moody for the whole morning. And though I saw something which supposed to get me all excited and jumpy and high, I was emotionless. Serious. Even NADINE could tell. Well, it may be because of the Math stuff which I just couldn't get, or just simply, moody.

This week supposed to be a good week but what did it turn out as? Great. Absolutely great.

Tomorrow's Xin Nian Kuai Le celebration and we Sec 2s and Sec 5s are supposed to dosome CIP thing with the old folks and stuff like that. It's a good thing and I guess I will enjoy doing it. Let us all hope that it will make the last day of the week a very good one :)

I gotta go befriend History for now.

Oh, Happy New Year by the way.

:D

Okay. Yes, I know it's been long since I've blogged. So here I am.

Last few weeks have been really busy and hectic and busy and hectic. Competition going on, new Maths topic which I seriously don't understand a single shit and staying back because of the stupid CIP thing which I spent so much time, okay. Not me. The rest. To decorate the butterflies and the pigs and in the end, guess what. The teachers don't want them cause they are not up to standered. Eh eh eh, please. All the teachers so free they go and do themselves lah. Then we see what is up to THEIR standered. And Sam YY was making me pissed by saying some stuppid stuff which I didn't bother to remember.

The match played by 'B' Div was okay. We won with a score of 5-0. WELL DONE, PL!!! :D

Oh oh oh! And most importantly,

THANK YOU KARIN LEE FOR HELPING ME DO MY PAPER CUTSSSSS!!! :D I owe you many many!!!!

It has been a week and this week, time doesn't fly as fast as the previous weeks. I wonder why? Tournament's next Friday and I feel as though our team's not well-prepared. But well, we shall let luck do the job. :) The Emo Bug finally caught me. I usually escape from it but well, I'm at my weakest point today. And best of all, Nadine didn't come and the Badminton girls went off which means our clique was left with me and Joyce alone. Best. -___-

Does it hurt for an extra friend to be there for you? Well, sometimes it hurts to see you like this. I'm trying. But what's the use? I don't even know, or rather, think if you even notice what I'm doing.

Got scolded by Miss C for helping ET count the number of words in her Summary -__- Fine, it's a test, but I'm only helping ET count her words! What the hell. Had to stay back to help out in the decorations for CNY. It was crazy. Lol. Crazy in a good way. :D This made my day cause we were really craaazy! :D

Finally, congradulations Badminton Girls! You must do your ULTIMATE BEST, and I really mean ULTIMATE BEST to win Ang*****. YES!!! ALL THE WAY PL!!! :D

Let us all hope next week would be an EXTREMELY good week to make up for my emo day today. I didn't get emo no matter what happened before, so next week shall be the week to make it up for today. It's a punishment, Week. >:(