ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! MY SHOULDERS ARE KILLING ME!! i have sunburn...a very serious one..oh shit oh shit...its hurting so badly...inside...and the OUTSIDE...oh shit...i went to kelly's hse yesterday for a swim...i swam 10 laps...alone...its great actualy...i get to think about all the stuff that has happened...and i get to think really deeply into it...and i sort of understood what is true love..yupp..and after swimming shawn extra come and swim...in the end swim a while then go already...lol...den waited for kelly...den we talked about some stuff...den went to her room...played comp...and saw some pretty girls in friendster...wow...they're style are like so...ALL THE WAY man...and then wnet to eat lunch...den went back to her room...was like thinking of wad to do...then we were like lingering around...den we wanted to play cooking and stuff like that...lol..suddenly felt like playing....we went to get the cashier set...but counld not find the rest of the stuff...so never play lor...den kelly tried painting my nails in strips of black and white...lol...SHE FAILED...so ugly..lol...den stopped..after awhile..i went home...had a great dinner..den went to my aunt's house to pass her somehting..in the end stayed there till 10+...laugh until like siao..haizz...MY SHOULDERS ARE ALL RED...SO SORE...I HATE THE SUN...RAYS...MADE ME SUFFER SO MUCH...CAN'T EVEN SLEEP PROPERLY...THE SHIRT KEEP ON RUBBING AND RUBBING MY SHOULDERS..PAIN LIKE SIAO...ARGH!!!

Its a mystery why we fall in love. It's a mystery how it happens. It's a mytery how it comes. Its a mystery why some love grows, and it is a mystery why some love fails. Just as life, is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways. Remember that you don't choose love,love chooses you. All you can do is to accept it for all its mystery when it comes to your life. Feel the way it feels you to overflowing,then reach out and give it away. Love has its own time, its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it for staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if love chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and will always be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live a moment in your life. If you keep your heart open, it will come again. (This is so so true...)