today after school was so farny...and during chapel..lol..CHAPEL TODAY ROCKS!! is like there is a band...which has only 3 ppl in it...they came to play during our chapel..they are frm dunno wad church...omg..is dam shiok..all the drums and electric guitar and stuff..wah kao...so nice..this is the first time i enjoyed chapel so much :) and was sitting in between zhiying and mel...lol..talking about zhiying makes me wanna LAUGH LIKE HELL...lol..seriously...she has NO sense of rythem...lol..everyone was like clapping to the rythem..and she keeps loosing it...lol...is dam faunny...she was like getting it..than later the rythem change a little or something than she lost it again..so she have to like look at what people are clapping so when they clap, then she follow...lol!!! is so so funny..the whole of chapel we were laughing about it la...is so funny!!! then after school...i was like teasing her about her "gan chiong-ness"...lol..she everyday..after bell ring..teacher leave..STRAIGHT AWAY pack up and go off...lol..STRAIGHT AWAY..so i was like walking to the bus-stop with her..than i want to buy dividers...so i went to the book shop and she was like zek-ing away...say faster faster..lol...so gan chiong for wad??? then she say almost everyday she is like staying back...so now free wan faster go home -.-" such a lame excuse...lol...den i went in to buy..den i asked for another kind of divider...den the aunty say dun have..and she was explaining why dun have-.-" den later she say haiya...zhe4 zhong3 ren2 hen3 fan2 de4 la4...walao...i tell you...slap her face arh..den later on the way to the bus-stop we were like talking about who is straight and who is crooked....den later in the bus i was like pssing her off..lol..cause i pretend cannot hear wad she was talking...than i keep saying she has no patience...lol..den she say have..last year she was in patient class...-.-" so wad if she is in patient class...lol...k..enough of her...I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE CAMP!!!! (zhiying...i'm so sorry =P lol..just pray it won't come on that date..then u can enjoy urself while sleeping and dun need to sit on chair and sleep on the table =D ) is like a year since i have been to a camp..and i have always dreaded to go to camps last time..but now...OMG..I JUST CAN'T WAIT!! WOOT!!! and i LOVE WEDNESDAYS...i dunno why..cause it always seem shorter =) and i love cca days =) trainings are so fun with those friends of mine...i love saturdays...cause i get to see my cousins and get to watch the 9pm show on channel U...omg..i SSSOOOO LOVE THAT SHOW LA!!! i'm beginning to love everything, everyday and everyone...=)

i don't mind to sleep forever...just to forget you...i tried so hard...but i just can't seem to let go...i still love you..i still do...but...maybe its just meant to be...i can't help it...and i missed you so much suddenly and almost teared during chapel when the man was singing a particular song...and thanks to zhiying..she made me laugh...cause of her loosing the rythem when she claps..wahahaha...A BIG THANK YOU!