my shoulders are killing me...my head is killing me...my legs are killing me...the pain is killing me...everything is killing me...after cca (it was real F U N), my bag seemed to have gotten heavier...i was standing for 45min in the bus...and was standing at the same position...oh my gosh...my shoulders were like going to drop off and run away..i just felt like sitting on the standing place...lol...and my file dropped on my toes...OUCH...that was after school...during school was NO FAN day...woah..i tell you...for the first 5 periods i was sweating and fanning, sweating and fanning...the school cheered when the bell rang...no fan day is over!!! now i realised that i love the person who invented the fan =)) didn't do the presentation for home econs today..my group, like 3 of us went for competition and 2 were there, but didn't do a single bit on it...and we were thinking about what to do when one of them keep playing with the aluminium foil, trying to make it straight again when it's already crumpled...lol...ok...i was playing also la..but only awhile...then the other was making crazy comments about almost evrything...and i was not being co-operative =((( didn't have that teamwork mood...was thinking about the past AGAIN...and elizabeth's group presented somehting on cat abuse...THE VIDEO WAS REALLY , REALLY SICK...a women was at first stroking the cat...like she so love it...then she put it down on the floor...and, with her heels, she started steeping on it la!!! and i was like slowly...so make the cat suffer more...GOSH...WAS FREAKED OUT LA...and then there was this part where the women stepped into the eye sockets...and then the body...and then the MOUTH...inside...then, the next scene, the BRAIN CAME OUT...OH MY SHIT..it was so, so sick...but they stopped the video as everyone was screaming...lol...so sick la! and that women was life-sentenced...thats too easy for her la...she should suffer like how the cat suffered...being stepped on...yuck...i think that would be more sick if it was videoed...life-size leh...lol...ok..enough of that...grossing me out...had 3 tests today...maths...OH SHIT...i made one VERY,VERY CARELESS MISTAKE!!!! argh!! physics...MADE ONE CARELESS MISTAKE ALSO...lit...didn't find any careless mistakes so far...but my answers sort of got NO LINK...i didn't know what to write!! walao...all the test so what leh...all got at least one problem...nvm...having semi-finals on mon...seniors' on tue...very nervous though i'm not playing...ALL THE BEST PEOPLE...WE CAN WIN and WE WILL WIN THE WAR =)))

I felt miserable in school today...why did you talked to me yesterday and asked me how was I...i wanted to forget you...and you keep appearing at the wrong time..why?? the reason i cried yesterday was you...all because of you..i was listening to a christian song..the lyrics...it just made me remember about the past...it's always the past...never the future...i know i should move on...i too, keep telling myself that...but it's no use...i am always not doing it... because i can't...