today is just a pile of shitty ass day for me laaaaaa....damn unlucky la ok...firstly...everything was ok..except for my running, about to escape, nose and really bad cough...then...it was until i realised that i have a very serious case of memory loss...i couldn't even remember wheather i brought back my books to school yesterday...when all of my friends remembered that i ddin't...wth..i can't but my friends can...?!....ok..next...music lesson...everyone was dely-dalying cause everyone just came back from their banded classes...then...we were preparing to go out...and the teacher came in...voila! she started scolding...and says that time is important in life and blabla...this is th greatest thing: she wants every single one of us (41 pupils) to give her a reason of why were we late and what were we doing which made us late for her lessons...EVERY SINGLE ONE...and i was so lucky to be in the first group of girls to be asked....so, i had to stand longer..wth...and i was so good to help my partner explain everything...seee...even if i always scold her...i am actually very good...()=> then one girl said she asked her english teacher some questions before she came back...which results to the teacher releasing them late...and the music teacher asked what qsn she asked...and after my friend said it, she answer for her -.-" LOL...so lame can?! then another of my friend told her say she was about to go out when she saw the music teacher coming so she went back...and the music teacher asked her partner if she saw her going out and weather or not she is telling the truth...PLEASE...BOTH ARE GOOD FRIENDS...OF COURSE SHE WILL SAY SHE IS TELLING THE TRUTH RIGHT?! walao..and she carried on..asking what was our lesson learned today -.-" and she scolded 11 girls, including me, for not wearing a watch...IS IT A CRIME BY NOT WEARING A WATCH CAUSE WE DON'T WANT TO?! AND IT'S OUR WRIST..NOT YOURS..SO WHY AND WHY MUST YOU TELL US TO WEAR A WATCH??? and she somemore wrote it on the board: 1. Everyone to wear a watch." or something like that..is damn lame can?! ok..nvm...next thing...went for mother tongue lecture...everything was ok...me and nellyn didnt sit together with our class cause we didnt know where were they, and half of the class were like sitting behind us, so we thought there was no space so the class split into 2...so, we mixed with 1C1...then, after lesson, the teacher called 1B2..so we 2 stand up...then the teacher say are we from 1B2..and we said ya...and then she scolded us -.-" and asked us to stand. why? cause we didn't sit with our class...WTH CAN...then suddenly left me and nellyn alone..the rest gone..and they went back to our class's place without even telling me and nellyn...WALAO...then i explained to her...but i used english..cause i didn't know how to say in chinese...and she scolded me -.-" walao la!! so i tried very hard to say in chinese...and succeded =) then she told us to stay behind...we stayed, and explain to her the whole thing again...and this time, my own class chinese teacher extra...go add salt in the wound..then say even more things to make that teacher scold us even more...WALAO...JUST MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS CAN...I KNOW YOU VERY LONELY LA..JEALOUS WE GOT FRIENDS TO ACCOMPANY...BUT DON'T NEED LIKE THAT RIGHT...ok..i am getting really pissed off now...ARGH. i. don't. feel. like. going. to. school. tomorrow. someone. help. me. please.

i was thinking of you during my camp...thinking till i couldn't sleep...suddenly..i miss you so, so much...i need you to be by my side...i need you to take care of me now that i am sick..i need you to comfort me...i need the concern you showed to me before...i simply just need you...