Today
Went to meet zhiying just now to take my books...left it at the staff lounge yesterday...lol...she waited and even helped me take the books...THANK YOU SO MUCH POON ZHIYING...I LOVE YOU!!! *hugs* you know without those books, i will flunk ALL THE TESTS NEXT WEEK. =D thank you once again...and zhiying, you should be feeling so honoured for me to be thanking you in my blog leh...somemore mention your name so many times. you better thank me back =)) muahahahahahaahahah...

You will never realise how much i love you...someone told me it was just a matter of time...i believed...i tried...but failed..i always fail...i am so tired of this...i am seriously getting too tired...how..please teach me how...i can't take it anymore..this is stopping me in trying to love someone else...i just can't do it...why? why can't you just tell me you hate me? why can't you just tell me you hate me so much that you would not talk to me ever again? why can't you just tell me everything that happened before was all a dream? why can't you just tell me you don't love me...