just came back from millenia walk..THE STAGE IS SO PATHETIC LEH...we dont even stand on the stage and sing la...the stage EMPTY and we all stand on the choir-like thing..like steps that thing below the stage -.-" i think now left 70 hours plus..loooooong way to go man.can't wait till we sing!! =D went to eat lunch with zhiying and THE SONGS INSIDE ARE SO SHARON-LIKE EH!! seriously..we were talking about her and then I Do (cherish you) suddenly play. wah. i tell you. JUST NICE EH. she sing that song very nice!! =)) and i spotted crumpled face walking inside nike to shop when she is supposed to be supervising. HAH! caught her red handed!! =D oh great tuition is in 15min time and i am not even out of my house. goodbye.

MUSIC MARATHON! SING SING SING!!! =D was practically singing the whole day besides recess and maths lessons...going to skip ALOT of lessons for the next few days...bad thing bad thing...I'm gonna have a sore throat soon..CRAP. and if i don't recover, i cant sing loud on that day. which means i will have to drink loads and loads of cooling tea which i don't like. and if i still dont recover, I WILL HAVE TO SEE THE DOCTOR AND I HATE IT. =( best. SHARON!!!! cute =)) RACHEL TAN!!!! accept the fact 0.0 hahahahahhahaha....and i almost wanted to scream my lungs and intestines and stomach out please. my group is not cooperating and some people keep medling with their own stuff. and keep complaining and complaining. dont they know that we are running short of time. and there are still people who dont know the songs. I WAS VERY, VERY ANGRY >:( and we were trying very, VERY hard to practise singing without music cause the other group was using the cd player and they were singing very, VERY loudly..a few of us were trying so, SO hard and those other people just staring at their paper. i have to admit i was very pissed off with the other group cause they were really very loud and we had to sing very, very loud and kept going out of tune and nobody cares AT ALL. i was about to give up when sharon came. I WAS angry with her at first, but once i saw her smile, i just went all soft. =)) well, she made me okay...but...oh nvm. CHILL RACHEL =)) I'm fine. okay. wish us all the best when we perform. bye bye.

I listened and cried

Argh. Feeling super down now. Thought of something and tada! the feeling came. crap. SHARON!!! i need you to make me smile again. =(

I was thinking of what to give you for your birthday though its still months away...I decided on telling the whole of our story which lasted what seems like forever to me, through email...I guess I can't give what I wanted to give you always when we first started...you promised me to give me that one last kiss..you promised me that if I stopped crying, you would kiss me...you promised me that it would be forever...you promised me..but i guess these promises are slowly fading away in your mind..

ME AND POON ZHIYING SKIPPED LESSONS. SKIPPED LESSONS FOR OUR VERY FIRST TIME. crap. not purposely anyway, so...its understandable. the bell rang, being early, early birds, we flew down to the canteen. we were deciding what to eat, and we spent our time slowly and normally and i suddenly realised there was only us and us alone. no rest of class. eating. talking. laughing. so, zhiying told me to relax. RELAX LEH. then we check the assembly ground...then the old basketball courts..AND THE WHOLE OF 1B2 WAS PLAYING BALL THERE. we quickly ran up and decided to get change when i realised it was 5min till the bell rings. BEST. we decided to act like we didn't know but it was too late. so we ran down and waited for them...and sharon saw us and immediately SHOUTED. SHOUTED EH. AND TEACHER WAS THERE. she say: WAH!! YOU ALL AH!!! SKIPPED PE AH!!! she good. shout at this time. of all times must shout at that time. then people started asking. so we, being good girls, decided to explain to the teachers. TEACHER SAID IT WAS OKAY!!!! SHE IS SUPER NICE CAN??!!!! =D and luckily our great friends covered up for us when she asked us where were we. I LOVE 1B2!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)) so we had 1hr of recess!! heh. saw plenty of cute people today. and guess what i found out??? ALL FROM SAME CLASS!! and guess what else i found out?? SAME RECESS AS US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everybody scream!!!!!!!!! =D and today sharon super cute please. SUPER EH. i love her hair!! it suits her so much =)) was passing notes during chinese lessons with sharon...cute!!!! and i wasted 154 pieces of paper which is equals to 127851234827615893 mini trees eh...crap. all for my dear group members. and thank you cassandra LOADS for helping us doing the cd thing. had trouble opening my locker cause i forgot my pin number. LOL..tried before assembly and was late, tried the whole of recess, and didn't manage to open. then, asked for help...RACHEL TAN SAVED THE DAY!!! =D thank you so much. went to search for the list of pupils who got selected for the science thing...WALKED THE WHOLE SCHOOL AND NO LIST. humph. i can't wait for music marathon!! =)) went home and here i am, sitting on my chair, blogging. =D and i just received a message from janice yoong. PHYSICAL TOMORROW MORNING. shit.

Last words before I roll away; Sharon is cute.

The pictures are finally here!
Class Outing: Part 2


Yumm..cass the coke, joanne the pineapple, melanie the chicken wing and sharmaine the otah!

LOL..i wonder what was priscilla doing eh...amanda don't know how to help -.-" stand there and watch only...

One happy family! =D
Finally started bbqing the chicken wings at 8pm...seems like they are enjoying themselves =))


AHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHA!!!!!! rachel tay and poon zhiying. what a great pair....hahahaahhahaha..rachel tay so sweet...pzy dunno like what..spoil the picture leh...0.0

Girl, i just wanna say I'm sorry for a couple of things:

1. For doubting you when I know I really shouldn't have.

2. For not believing in you.

3. For the unreasonable questions I asked you.

4. For the unhappiness I've caused you to have.

5. For the smiles that you had previously turn into frowns.

6. For not scolding them when they thought you were.

7. For not believing it was all rubbish when I first heard about it.

8. For taking so long to believe it was false.

9. For not thinking about how you felt when I questioned you.

10. And finally, for not being that good friend.

I'm really, really sorry for all that I've done. Give me a smile. Pretty please? =)

Hey people, Rachel's back!!! =D I shall blog about what happened the last 4 days of my life.

1st day

Left my home at about 11am and set off to my ah ma's house to leave my maid with her and then to my aunt's house in Changi. It was already about 11.15 when we got there and we were suppossed to be in the airport by 11.30. Yes. 'late' is calling. We parked our car there and waited for a taxi. SINGAPORE NEEDS MORE TAXI I TELL YOU. we waited for like 30min before we got into one?? and we were 30min late. BEST. Met my cousin there and off we went to Bangkok. Ate Sakae shushi before we got in the plane for precaution cause the plane food as we had predicted, was BAD. i realised that not only i hate the smell of the wind that gushes out of the air plane before you step in. MANY PEOPLE DO. so me and my cousin held our breathe all the way to our seats. Had great fun in the plane playing with food =D landed at about 2.55pm in Bangkok Airport. set off to our hotel, Holiday Inn. the hotel was NICE =)) its a pity they didnt have a joined room. so we took the opposites room. after settling down, we went to pray at the 4-faced bhudda. then we took mrt to Asia Hotel to eat Brazillian Grill. The food was EXELLENT. =p the adults fetch us back to our hotel and they went off for their massage. So, what happens when you add children alone and hotel all by themselves? Yes. NOISE. we made LOADS AND LOADS of noise. we were lucky people didn't complain about us. ordered room service for fun and the food was ok only. expected the food to be good though. the adults came back at 1.30am which means singapore time is 2.30am. yupp. was thinking if sharon sent me a message, and sure enough, when i got home and read the messages, she sent me one =)) and her message was weird. Are you still in singapore?! -.-" and Message me when you get back ok?! what's so exciting about it that you have to put ?! , i really don't understand.

2nd day

Had breakfast in the hotel and went SHOPPING. yes. finally. we went to something like a market kind of shopping place. I COULD JUST SIMPLY DIE THERE. its so hot can??? i used a whole packet of tissue one after another and it was still not enough. bought a white shorts there which cost 300 baht which means sing dollars is $12 ?? so cheap =)) went back to hotel to put all the stuff we bought and then set off for more shopping! went to MBK shopping mall. took tuk tuk there and it was really fun =D bought 2 Bodyglove shorts. not really very cheap though i thought it was a no-brand shorts. But it turned out ot be a got-brand shorts. LOL. its really popular in the US. bought loads of tidbits then went to eat japanese food and LOT AND LOTS AND LOTS of shashimi. yum. =D went back to the hotel while the daddys went for another round of massage. we shopped around road side stalls with the mummys and i bought small DKNY perfume which costs 100 bhat and sing dollar is $4. not really worth it though. cause its a really small bottle. headed back to the hotel and our day ends here.

3rd day

Woke up early in the morning and went to see the Reclining Bhudda. IT WAS HUGE. REALLY HUGE. walked under the sun suffering and desperate for cold water for about 1hr. sat a sampan to see how the people lived. their houses were very very small and cramp. poor thing. fed fishes =)) there were loads of them. look like cat fishes. then headed off back to our hotel for a rest. Went shopping again! went to a shop called Naraya selling all the cusiony stuff. bought pencil cases, a tissue thing and 3 pouches. then, went to Central Mall. there were many things to admire there. Wanted a billabong jeans very,very badly. tried it on, it was perfectlt, just fitting. which means i needed to get one more size bigger. DON'T HAVE. walao!! always like that la. so decided to go back singapore to find it. please pray that i can find it. went to eat a itallian restaurant after that. the food was so, so good. really enjoyed it. went back to hotel and pack our stuff. Oh, and we stole many many Red Earth shampoo, conditioner, body gel and mosturizers from the hotel. heh =D ALOT. shall upload the pictures when i have the time.

Last day

Bye Holiday Inn. Bye tuk tuks. Bye 4-faced bhudda. Bye shopping malls. Bye taxis. (eh, i tell you. THERE ARE TAXIS EVERYWHERE. singapore should really learn from bangkok.) Bye Red Earth. Bye Rclining Bhudda. Bye thailand people. Bye bye Bangkok, Thailand. HELLO SINGAPORE.

There are still somore pictures but i have to wait till everything is sent over to my computer.. =D my fingers are very VERY itchy so i decided i shall blog about who i miss most during the holidays. here it goes :

1) Sharon- OMG!!! I miss you like crazy please!!! i need to mess your hair up a thousand times when i see you 2 weeks later =D

2) All the cute people whom i always see everyday- i didnt see ANY of them during this holidays. shit. i'm not used to this =((

3) This person is suprisingly, Poon Zhiying -.-" - eh! i actually didn't realise leh! until when she felt depressed over some stuff..and we started talking..and THEN i realise how much i miss talking to her! heh =D

4) Sharmaine- HEH. amazing huh. i miss sharmaine. SHARMAINE. ahahahahahaahahhaa..but yes. its true. i do miss her crazyness!! =))

5) My partner- hahaahaahahah...it makes me wanna laugh when i see her face...ahahhahaahahah...although she is irritating and always ask me rubbish questions, i s t i l l d o m i s s h e r

6) Stef- I MISS YOU!!! i wanna see your skinnaey bodyyyyy!! >.<

7) Ern Huei- hmm..i miss the way she talk about books with me =)) oh, and i have a new book to recommand you!!

8) ET- AHHH!!! i miss her teeth when she laughs. its half yellow half white!! HEH =D

9) My cousins- i haven't seen them for so, so long =((

10) I need to make this up to ten people..so Paddy, don't mind if your name is publised here =))- yupp, since you tagged my board, i shall give you a priviledge of being missed by Ms Rachel Chee Wan Lin. =D though not really THAT close to you, but i still miss your rosy cheeks! =))

done. after thinking about them, I CAN'T WAIT TILL SCHOOL RE-OPENS!!!!! =D will be away from friday till mon..yes. i will go crazy cause..I HAVE TO DO LOADS OF SHOPPING DURING THOSE 4 DAYS. =)) don't miss me. but if you do, i can't do anything. i apologise for any inconvinience caused.
Bangkok here i come!!!!!!!! =D (the colour combination is so weird eh)

ahhhaahahaahhaha..joyce looks so scary with her hair down..and amanda looks like she is crying over joyce and joyce is dumping her...zhiying and sharmaine..both of you look like you are having a cat fight. POLICE!!

sharmaine! you look like Big Bird eh!! hahahhahhahah...

Sharon ah sharon...why the way you stand also so cute???? and melanie...LOL..see the way you talk to sharon...you are really my smallest =))

This is not so bad. at least got some colour. but the reflection!!! argh >:(

MY GOD. this is so badly taken sharmaine!!! i cant even recognise the people who are standing there and why is there a line?!

LOOK HOW BAD HER PHOTOGROPHY SKILLS ARE. thats ern huei if all of you cant see clearly =D and that line is still there.

Sweet-looking joanne =)) but i hate root beer eh =((

This one is taken by sharmaine. she take this photo very nice HOR. later see the rest 0.0

Sharmaine doing what?? and i look like those crazy women running away to escape from being raped by a crazy and pervertic man.

We were racing each other! lol...eh, very difficult to run on a slope of sand leh...not funny >:(

I look even more retarded in this one -.-" sharmaine looking wrong place ah??!!!

Sharmaine looks like she is struggling to pull me -.-" and i look retarded eh! this picture OUT!

Both retarded! sharon wanted us to do something saddening. turned out to be?? =D

Deep in thoughts...look at the sky! pink =)) and look how good sharon's photography skills are. later see sharmaine's one..totally fail -.-"

My dear Sharmaine and Sharon!!!!! Miss both of you LOADS!!!! =D

Sharon's work of art! heh. She did it on the lines caused by the tractor. LOL. cute!

Took this when sharmaine first tasted Jolly Shandy! Keep this sharm, and look at this when you are old so you will know when you had your very first Jolly Shandy =))

My dear, smallest Melanie =D What's with the spoon on the head?! LOL

I THINK EVEN AFTER I WASHED MY EYES AND MY BRAIN 1028743625272827 TIMES THAT SCENE STILL WON'T BE FORGOTTEN. i saw someone being molested at heartland mall's bus stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she was like scolding and shouting to that man. and everyone at the bus stop was WATCHING. and no one helped. obviously i cant help because i might be the next victim! x( so i better shield myself before any rubbish happens...BETTER BE SAVE THEN SORRY...she was walking around and around and the old man keeps following..my god. i tell you. IRRITATING LEH!!!!!!!!!!!! she called the police but NO ACTION WAS TAKEN. what if someone was about to kill you and you called the police but no one picks up or no men-in-blue comes saving you??!!! you would be talking to the person who guards the heaven's gates la!!! singapore's men-in-blue, PLEASE WORK HARDER. i shall not elaborate. want more juicy stuff, please contact Rachel. x)

THE BBQ WAS GREAT! thanks everyone who made my week! =D fetch zhiying and joyce to east coast...was hunting for a can opener..LOL...WAN LENG IS SCARED OF RAIN!! thats my new discovery. she keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeps on calling and calling and keeps telling me to hurry up because its gonna rain and there was no place for her to hide. HA.HA. so i asked her to hide underneath the bbq pit. we reached there, and the first thing i saw was stephanie loo standing at the sea, kicking the water and the sand. so, being an extra, zhiying shouted: "stephanie! bu yao zhuo sha shi! you hua man man shuo!" and she ran there to save her. hahahahaahahhaah. walked from one end to the other end to 7-11 to buy TWO drinks. zhiying abondened me halfway and decided to ride a bike there when she knows i don't know how. so i was left standing there and waiting. how nice of her. met ET on the way and she was trying her best to rollerblade. ahahahahahah...she was holding someone's hand and learning. how nice of them =)) helped ET back to the pit and then all the way back to the renting area. and then borrowed the blades from wan leng. I ROLLER-BLADED!!! seeing my memory span, its amazing how i can still remember how to rollerblade after 4years!! =D another new discovery. went to return the blades and my right foot got stuck. the uncle helped me, which means he got to smell me foot =)) hahahahah!

went back and played with sand like a 2year old with zhiying and joyce. had fun! later we went to jump over the waves, and got ourselves all wet. but it was super fun eh!! didn't get to see the sun set though i very much wanted to see. cause we are in the EAST coast. but there was one cloud very bright leh...it seems like the sun is hiding behind it. but sharon claims its not -.-" took pictures with sharm and sharon was the photographer. she did a GREAT job =)) started to barbeque. played food fight and I LOST!! why? cause was fighting with a stick of fishballs. and zhiying was fighting with a stick of sausage. not fair right. my first fishball came flying out when i hitted her sausage. i kicked but missed, kicked but missed. so i got angry and kicked it with all my strength....but still missed. i tried again. and this time, I SUCCEEDED!!! but my slippers went flying away too. LOL..the second fish ball went flying went i was walking back angrily, swinging my stick. the last one flew out when i was fighting again. so, i lost. humph. but its not fair eh! she fought with sausage! sausage so hard, of course wont fly out la. i ate that and sausage and 2 slices of pineapple and marshmallow and 1/2 of chicken wing and i was full =D we donated all the food to the guys beside us =) they were really nice! they helped us reset the fire and even lent us charcoal. so i returned a whole bag to them. the malay girls were nice! =D and there was this chinese guy who wished me have a nice day. haahahahah..and i said it back to him. i was not exactly cute, cause it was dark at that time, but he was really sweet =)) AND ZHIYING, YOU OWE ME ANOTHER 10 CAUSE YOU MADE ALL OF US WORRY BECAUSE WE THOUGHT THAT YOU WERE KIDNAPPED. SHARON AND ADELENE ALSO. you all left without informing anyone and just walked away in the dark. i knew zhiying wouldn't do that la, cause she is really scared of the dark. but how can she just dissapear right. which means she was either being kidnapped OR, was being kidnapped. which means, most likely, SHE IS BEING KIDNAPPED. so me, amanda, joanne, wan leng went to find all of you. we tried calling all of your hp but NONE of them answered. BEST. I THOUGHT ZHIYING WAS BEING RAPED CAUSE SHE DISSAPEARED AFTER ANSWERING A PHONE CALL. after we walked half-way, then we knew that you all were save and sound, inside 7-11, enjoying aircon while we were running and looking for you all like owners finding for their lost dogs -.-" waste our time. we waited and waited for the magerine and finally, we saw zhiying running back, like she just finished a marathon, sweating like crazy, holding a plastic bag with the things she bought =D awww...how nice of her to run hor. but too bad, no earning points for that, zhiying. SO YOU STILL OWE ME 10. so total, 90+10=100!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Got a bad scolding from daddy on friday because i used the computer and didn't revise my work =(( BUT I DID EH!! i did all my homework and revised maths la!! humph. then he says i am not allowed to go for my cca. AND NOT ALLOWED TO GO FOR THE CLASS OUTING. SHIT. i was looking forward to this day can. but in the end his mood change and he finally allowed me to go. so...10 CHEERS!!! hip hip HOORAY!!! x10. heh =D

It's all a lie. Everything I said about forgetting is all a lie. I guess I have to keep on doing so...I'm sorry...

Can anyone tell me what exactly is LOVE?

Baby, the feeling that I had towards you, was that love? The care that you and I gave, was that love? The kisses that you and I gave, was that love? The beautiful memories that you've left behind, was that love? The tears that I've shed every night, was that love?

You know, I've regretted getting hooked on maple story...I've regretted playing it at that exact day and time...I've regretted following my friend to the place where you were..Why? Cause all these lead me to all the pain I'm suffering now...I told myself every, single night that it was no use crying over this. But can I stop all those beautiful memories from coming back? No.

All the sleepless nights were spent messaging you...every time you were worried I would feel really tired the next day...Yes. I would feel really, really tired. But once you sent that 'Good Morning' message to me, Baby, you've already made my day.

You called me your Sweetie and your Princess, I called you my Baby and my Darling...and my heart hurts whenever you call me that nowadays...By doing so, you know it makes it even harder to forget??

You were always there for me whenever I needed someone to talk to, and I thank you for that.
You were always there for me whenever I felt the whole world was turned upside down, and I thank you for that.
You were always there for me whenever I was sick, and I thank you for that.

I wanted this to continue so badly...But its over. Really over...Now i can only say,

FRIENDS FOREVER

PAUL TWOHILL IS IN IN IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JONATHAN IS IN IN IN!!!!!!!!!!!! norman so out can... I WANNA SUE MEDIACORP...I LISTEN PAUL SING UNTIL SO NICE THEN SUDDENLY CUT OFF....I ALSO WANNA SUE GERMIT SINGH EH...WHY MUST ANNOUCE JONATHAN'S NAME FIRST...MAKE ME GAN CHIONG SO LONG..and if paul first we could have listened the WHOLE song leh...humph. anyway, I SO LOVE PAUL TWOHILL =D