Argh. Feeling super down now. Thought of something and tada! the feeling came. crap. SHARON!!! i need you to make me smile again. =(

I was thinking of what to give you for your birthday though its still months away...I decided on telling the whole of our story which lasted what seems like forever to me, through email...I guess I can't give what I wanted to give you always when we first started...you promised me to give me that one last kiss..you promised me that if I stopped crying, you would kiss me...you promised me that it would be forever...you promised me..but i guess these promises are slowly fading away in your mind..