chapel session today was wonderful =)) "God didn't let things happen to us unless there is a purpose for it." i was thinking about it the whole day...did He let me and you end up like this because there was a purpose for it? if yes, what is it? why don't I know the purpose till now?

today's home econs kinda sucked >=( just because i dont know who oned the radio after bell rang, and then when teacher came in, she heard the music, which means the radio is on, which means, to her, that is rude -.-" whatever. she said we should look for her when she didn't appear in class after the bell ring. which means everytime the bell ring the next teacher have to pop in like that la. what rubbish eh. she may not have classes before this but other teachers also have right. and what do you expect us to do within 2min after the bell rings? run around the whole school looking for you and realise that you were actually on the way up to our classroom ah? please eh. so unreasonable. humph. spoiled my whole homecons-feeling for the whole of the home econs period la. we did almond cookies today. its not nice =( horrible. our dough so wet. crap. but the things turned out to be nicer then i expected to be =D AND CASSANDRA TSE KEEPS SAYING OURS VERY UGLY. VERY NICE LOR. YOU NEVER EVEN BAKE. HOW YOU KNOW YOURS WOULD TURN OUT SO NICE HUH?? humph. walked home with sharon and kelly. sharon so shy -.-" haahhahaahhaahhaha...when i left, she didnt there to talk to kelly. sharon ah sharon, why so shy??? =)) cute eh!!! I LOVE HER BELOW-NEAR-THE-NECK-HAIR. SO NICE TO PLUCK/PULL. heh =D

I guess I'm not brave enough to deal with the fact that you are gone yet...I have always wanted to ask you a question from the start...Have you really loved me the way you were supposed to? Let me tell you something; I have.