I've thought about giving up. But what would I be...without You? At times, I feel that You don't even know I'm here. Cause when You do, it is always for that one special moment. Maybe I should wait. Maybe I should wait till You you've forgotten about her. I know it'll be hard, for both you and me. But let me give it a try, so let's wait and see.

Well, this whole week was one very, very, very emotional week. Oh man. Yeah, we knew we would lose to RGS from the very beggining. But who knows it'll be that bad? Mr Kim was expecting my pair to win a point for the team and we did made a godd start. But for the following sets, we just failed. And for the final set, to determine wether we could carry on playing and maybe win that one point, that girl hit a cheapskate ball. And mind you, the score was 9-10. So yes, it was over just like that. In that one second. Even though it was quite a good game, I just broke down cause at that moment, everything suddenly seemed destroyed. My hopes, my goals and myself. I can't express it in words now but all I can say is I was disappointed. Very, very disappointed.

Next came our seniors. They've won them since like forever. And it turned out that the results were unexpected but I can tell they really, did want to win very badly. But surprisingly, they trashed us. Some cried, some looked like it was the end of the world.

The next match is on Monday and if we lose, we're out. And it would be difficult to win. All we need now is team spirit. Guys, we are gonna win this and we WILL.

We are gonna do it.