Its you. Always you that makes me wanna cry. You still loved her. I knew that from the start. But why did I still carry on loving you? I can't answer that myself too. I said I had forgotten everything. I said that because I didn't want you to feel bad. The truth is, I have'nt forgotten a single bit. All these won't be forgotten for a long time, boy. It may be easy for you cause you have experianced it before, or maybe you weren't serious about it. Well, at first i thought i was like that too. But who knows? That relationship that was not supposed to be happening, happened. And the day that i wished not to come, came. I still love you. I still do. But what can i do? Nothing.

its been a long time i have bogged. why? because i fell so sad breaking the 100-posts thing...now it will be 101. shit. not nice. TODAY WAS FUN FUNN FUNNN. was dozing off when mr.kim was having a talk with us in the canteen. CANTEEN EH. BEST. how can?? canteen confirm will make ppl feel hungry right. feel hungry then angry right. feel angry then sleepy right. feel sleepy then will sleep right. THATS WHY!! ITS ALL LINK CAN..then we changed location...change to tamil room..EVEN BESTER. everywhere is cold and bare...and got a proper table somemore...CAN SLEEP EASIER. and somemore the HANDBELL girls having their practises which means they are considered as playing lullabies..MAKE ME EVEN WANNA SLEEP...then had training for 1.5h then we when for our lunch =D went tampiness mall's seoul garden to eat!!!!!!! its been a looooooooooong time since i ate there la...the food was ok...then i had to suffer and sit beside my owner...and she gave me only 5cm of eating space to eat...humph...i keep stealing nadine's RED MEAT...hahahahahahahha...at the end of everything, i almost got poisened...my owner and anna went to make me try the drink...i tried in the end and it was nice =)) so they said they added soup inside and mix it..so anna went to take a scoop and pour it inside mine...and asked me to drink it. so i cleverly decided to try but stop when my mouth was only 5mm close to the straw..I DECIDED NOT TO BELIEVE...and in the end, they told me they bluff me...so the lesson learnt: DON'T BE NAIVE =)) shopped around there after lunch with sharmaine and the rest...we went to toys R' us and play the baby toys =D then sharm left and dumped me with caslyn, joyce, pei ying and cass...we went to the arcade!! i thought it was scary but it turn out to be SUPER LAUGHY...we went to play the game, somehting like hockey but its on the table...I SCREAMED AND LAUGHED LIKE MAD WOMEN CAN..i even sweated...it was something like table tennis leh!! so we were hitting and hitting and guess what. THE HITTING FLEW OFF EVERYWHERE AND THE CHIP WAS FLYING EVERYWHERE...hahaahahahahahah...super funny..sat for 1h in the train and sat 5min of bus ride home =D BADMINTON, YOU MAKE ME GREEN. WHY YOU ALL HAVE CAMP WE DON'T HAVE!!! just because hanren don't want stay back and take care of us...walao eh. what kind of teacher HUH?? HUH??? HUH???? humph.

this is the 100th post =D so its the 100th anniversary of Rachel's blog!! c'mon lets celebrate, celebrate and sing! celebrate and sing to the King!! haahhahahah..=D now in my aunties house rotting till the time comes and off i go for my cca...argh. shit. my maid got sent home the night before. lol. you should have seen what happened. my father was FIERCE. shan't elaborate about this anymore. its not fun. poor sharon dreamt of something freaky last night and messaged me early in the morning. HA. HA. she says she keeps thinking ITS there...hahaahahahaha...and vowed not to read anymore ghosts books...SHARON AH SHARON..*shakes head* its only your imagination girl!! (i know this won't help..cause i have experianced it before..LOL...whatever.) so cheer up! i'm always here for you =)) heh =D do tell me what you dreamt of when i see you tmr yea? ITS INTERESTING..half of my body has already rotted. left the other half. if anyone don't want Rachel to be fully rotted, please talk and make her laugh. Last remeinder. if anyone don't want to see the last of Rachel fully rotted, please talk to her and make her laugh. thank you for your attention.

Was that you? I had that kind of feeling when i was beside you. I don't know. The way you looked at me seemed to tell me something...you know, the way you looked at me, gave me a sense of security...seriously, i didn't understand what people meant when they said that...but now, i think i fully, truly understand. the way you walked, seemed familiar...the way you talk seemed familiar...the way you stand seemed familiar..the way you sounded seemed familiar...the way you looked seemed familiar...its everything...everything about you that makes it hard to forget and easy to remember...that last kiss...when will it happen?

ITS OFFICIALLY THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS PEOPLE! =(( which means i don't get to see my friends for one month...which also means no cute people for ONE WHOLE MONTH...argh. shit. i sure will miss everyone. gonna be quite busy during the hols...loads of work, cca, studying and going out to do...humph. i don't like it a single bit at all. yesterday i saw one extremely disgusting boy, one very funny indian man riding on a bicycle and an extrememly weird man...LOL...the boy was sitting infront of me during tuition and he was yawning NON-STOP and never cover his mouth...and he keeps scratching his neck...as though he never bathe...he is quite fat also la...so he tried to lift his leg up but got difficulty in doing so...hahahaahahhaah...and he keep playing with his slipper and his feet...SO DISGUSTING CAN...the indian man was wearing an orange shirt and riding an orange bicycle...hahahahahaha...SO MATCHING EH!! and the last one..the man was holding a water bottle...walking out of the carpark la..and the cap was not on,..so he was hoilding it horizontally and the water was just spilling out EVERYWHERE...ahahaahahhahaahah..HAHAHAHAAHH...and boo. i sure gonna miss everyone. =((
P.S surprisingly, my dad didn't have his 'talk' yesterday with me! why? because he came home late. HA. HA.

CRAP. my father just talked to Ah Chew and guess what she said. RACHEL WAS VERY PLAYFUL AND TALKATIVE IN CLASS LAST TIME. shit her eh!!! and now she say i improved A LITTLE BIT...walao!! i admit last time i am la..but now i have gone all quiet can!!!! whats her problem eh!! argh. i should be prepared for any 'talk' my father is gonna give me tonight. shit.

I FEEL GOOD TODAY =)) WHY? CAUSE I DID A GOOD THING! i went to St.Luke ElderCare Centre for CIP...i cried..yes..because you see the way they eat, laugh, walk, sing, play and talk...i tell you..your tears will just automatically drop down...serious..so poor thing can...and i talked to one of them and she sang cantonese songs =) SO CUTE!!! hahaahah...and i massaged her arm...her skin was soft and smooth leh..amazing...and everyone know how to sing christian songs!! i am going to volunteer again =)) its really fun...you get to sing with them, talk to them...the experiance was really amazing...no regrets!! HA! and i can't wait for class outing!!!! =D

i clocked OUT instead of clocking IN this morning..hahahahaahha...cause cannot scan..so i anyhow press then i just scan and i clocked out at 7.10am..ahahahahah...continued to watch The Chronicles of Narnia during eng..was scary eh...some parts made me jump! and some parts made me sat "FASTER FASTER!!" heh =D was very gan chiong...then during PE was quite fun also la...played catching as usual and played husband and wife...ZHIYING SAID IT WAS FUN BUT IT TURNED OUT TO BE ULTRA BORING...great choice zhiying...keep up the good work...had 2 periods of geog today...i was SUPER, SUPER, SUPER LOST CAN...i was like flipping and flipping looking and looking and writing and writing...woah..and i don't even understand a single dot of the thing she is talking about...oh i almost forgot. THANKS SHARON FOR THE CD!!! LOVE YOU! =D she burn a cd for me!! and didn't even tell me she was burning it...and gave it to me today =)) how sweet is that! had auditions for the music marathon after school...MRS JACOB SURE IS IRRITATING...we sing the first sentence only she stop us and say our pitch wrong..WTH...and she wan us to give her the scores for piano and guitar...LIKE SHE KNOW HOW TO SEE LIKE THAT...then she keep commenting and commenting and critisising us can...SHE SO CLEVER SHE SING FOR US LA!!! then we sing for a pathetic 8min and she stopped us..WTH..zhiying was super angry at her..hahahaha...her reaction very scary..but funny at the same time..read her blog for more details =)) and the other group was SUPERB...well done guys! =)) OH YA..I FORGOT SOMETHING DAM IMPORTANT...you know before the auditions zhiying dissapered..and me and amanda went to find her like crazy can...we went to the canteen cause someone said she was there..but don't have...so we went to the hall...dun have...asked paddy for help...she said ZHIYING WENT TO THE BACK GATE so to me it means she went HOME...i was so so so super angry at that time can...i called her hp so many times..not on...her house, not home yet...so i ran back to class...then ask li huang, yu xian and jocleen for help...so we ran down again, search the canteen, ran to the backgate, yuxian and jocleen run to the backgate's bus stop and find..so me and amanda went to the hall to find again..ZHIYING WAS SITTING THERE ENJOYING THE AIRCON WATCHING THE PPL ON THE STAGE...WALAOOOOO...make us run and run eh!!! can slap her UPSIDE DOWN CAN..(zhiying, its your phrase) humph...make me waste the water in my body...i don't care..YOU OWE ME 4(for the drinks)+10(for advertising your blog)+20(for running around like a crazy woman)=34 POON ZHIYING!!!

hahahahahahahahah...today was super funny can!!! super eh!!!! ahahahahhaahah...OUR WHOLE CLASS GOT STOPPED BECAUSE WE WERE LATE FOR ASSEMBLY....ahahhaahahhaahah...VERY FUNNY!!!!! hahahahaahahah...ooooh...i was walking down the stairs jumping and jumping and suddenly one big-haired girl appeared infront of me...wahahahahahahahaahahahahahah...and i got a shock...so i was demonstrating to zhiying what happened....and so i was jumping and jumping and then this time AGAIN another woman appeared infront of me!!! wahahahaahhahahaahhaa...and during chinese lecture...DAM FUNNY ALSO...we were making dumplings right...but the rice was not cook yet..so will be messy..me and zhiying were trying to firgure out how to fold and it was SERIOUSLY testing our patience...and zhiying got fed up...wahahahahaha..you should see how she looked like and you will LAUGH...ahahahhahahaah...and the outcome for me was: not the shape of a dumpling...the outcome for zhiying was: 10 TIMES SMALLER THE SIZE OF AN ACTUAL DUMPLING AND NOT THE SHAPE OF THE ACTUAL DUMPLING...AHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH..she begged me not to write this here...sorry...my fingers itchy la hor...hwaaaahahhahahaahahahhahahah....SUPER FUNNY CAN...and when we were cleaning up i just threw my whole bag of rice and sprinkle all over...wahahahahahaaahahh....dam funny!!! and after school crapped with sharon and melanie all the way home. =)

MY LEGS ARE ALL WOBBLY..SOFT SOFT SOFT..JELLY JELLY JELLY...had physical training instead of proper training..cause both halls are occupied. humph. so we ran up 3 levels and down, jumping jacks, frog jump, sidewalk and the run where you run to a certain distance and then further, and back and even further again...and something like pumping but its on the wall instead..yupp..it may sound like very little la...BUT IT WAS HORRIBLE CAN...esspecially the frog jump...i do and i kept falling...my legs NO STRENGTH AT ALL...and after all these had to run up and down..when i ran down i don't need to control my legs eh...AUTOMATICALLY BEND...like can fly down can...woah...then i went home and still have to walk down a flight of stairs...argh. didn't really study today...its always like this on mon..LIVE lessons...then eng..watched 'mean girls' for 2 whole periods and then recess and then art did the music marathon=singing and then chinese crapped alot..so didn't study =D oh how i love mondays!! hehe...i think it shall be in my 'best-days-of-the-week' list! SET!

Baby i love you
and i'll never let you go
but if i have to
boy i think that you should know
all the love we made
can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced
i love you yes i do
i'll be with you as long as you want me to
until, the end, of time
from the day i met you i know we'll be together
and now i know i wanna be with you forever
it can never be paid without your kisses
i can say im truly happy to this day
you made me think that i lay my life down at your fate
has never been no doubt in my mind
and i regret never having you by my side
but if the day comes and i have to let you go
i think there's something that i probaly should let you know
i enjoy everyday that i spend with you
and i will miss you cause i am happy that i have you at all

just watched a video of my 05'clique...i cried...it brought back hell lot of wonderful memories...eunice, i miss your blurness...sarah, i miss your heck-careness...stef, i miss the way you listen to me whenever i have any problems...hanya, thought you are in the same class as me and we seldom talk, i still miss the way you fall down last time...and amanda, i miss your maturedness...i hope i don't miss out anyone...I SO MISS ALL OF YOU PEOPLE!!! i just wish we could turn back time...go back to the times when we had our funfair...how we worked together...go back to the times when we had our talent night...how we danced, cried and laughed our way through...go back to the times when me eunice and hanya went out together, how eunice's size is always one size bigger than mine =)...i missed the times hell loads...i love you people =)))

Today
Hmm..not a really bad day..HAD PHYSICAL TRAINING TODAY!!! very tiring but SUPER FUN..was embarrassing though...esspecially when we do jumping jacks...HAHAHAHAHA...i always see one sec 3 girl leh...forever i am seeing her..every morning, during recess, after school, at the busstop, in the canteen...but she's quite cute though..=)) i don't mind seeing cute people everyday! saw 5 cute people today!! woohoo!! everyday i at least see 3 leh...yesterday i saw 3 cute people...SUPER CUTE CAN...got one so pretty!! and during PE...i expected it to be boring as the new PE teacher took over...SHE DIDN'T EVEN PLAN WHAT WERE WE SUPPOSED TO DO AND ASKED US INSTEAD...shit her leh...warm up also need half of the period..waste time...in the end everyone played their own game..hahahaha...imost people played catching...VERY FUN!!! was the catcher for once...super tiring la...everywhere got people running...very messy...very sweaty...but very fun!!! =D oooh ya...last night i imagined ALL THE CUTE PEOPLE singing a song...WOAH!!!!! CAN FAINT CAN??!!! SUPER CUTE EH!!! i eliminated some and was left with 3 of the cutest ones...woah i tell you...THE POWER OF CUTENESS CAN MAKE PEOPLE GO CRAZY...its very strong...so people, BEWARE...muahahahahahah...heh =D

Thursday
many people will predict that i will start with a 'TODAY IS THE BEST DAY! WHY? CAUSE ITS THURSDAY!!' but im sorry...today its the WORSE DAY OF MY LIFE..not really worse...but sort of worse so its still considered as worse. i cried yesterday night, i cried this morning in class and zhiying was desprately trying to stop me from crying..HAHAHAHAH..she was fanning me...what is the use, zhiying?? i cried tonight...each have a different reason..i cried yesterday night cause i thought of HIM...yes. again. i cried in the morning cause my dad wants me to QUIT TABLE TENNIS...how can??? you might as well tell me to kill myself can?! table tennis is my life eh...all my bestest friends in there and my wonderful seniors and everything...HOW CAN?? and he was telling me: " i want you to stop table tennis. think of another cca." WTH LEH...at that moment i was lost for words la...humph. not fair. so i poured all the extra water in my body through my eyes in class...but i still attended cca today though..and why i cry tonight?? cause...my father lectured me and my sis about studies and everything...so..yupp...it was horrible....and there is something that is WORSER OF ALL WORSE...I BANGED MY HEAD ONTO THE POLE...yes...everybody..go ahead and laugh...BUT IT WAS PAIN LOR...all thanks to leehuang and valerie and jocleen laaaa...call my name than i turn around than walk walk walk suddenly i turn back then BANG! on my forehead..=(( at that very moment, i wonder how would YOU react...then jy was kind enough to help me rub my head...(thanks!) pain lehhh...just pray that tomorrow would be a better day for me =)

I told you i loved it that way...us being friends and all...but inside, i was crying so badly...i doubt you will understand how i feel...i just feel the whole world crashing down on me..i feel so lost without your love...without your encouragement...without your laughter..without you...i know time can't be turned back...maybe it is just meant to be...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH....had malay lesson after school...it was SUPER FUNNY CAN...hahahaahahaha..we learnt about colours and instructions...so we played simon says after that in malay...HAHAHAHAHHAH..so funny eh!! cause we had to say in malay right....so we had to check the notes before doing the action...who was the last to do the action will be out...and i was the first to be out =D ahhaahahha...cause renee just said 'angkat tangan' which means raise your hands...but she didn't say simon says...but i didn't hear...it was SUPER NOISY...REMEMBER...SUPER NOISY..so i quickly check my notes and raise my hand up high...and i looked around and NOBODY PUT THEIR HAND UP HIGH...so i happily said all of them were out cause they didn't do it!!! and zhiying said i was the one who was out. humph. why? because it was TOO NOISY and i didn't know she didn't say simon says...so you can't blame me =)) ahahahhahaahahah....laughed like crazy...in the bus was playing with the pink dolphin plastic..i tried to balance it on my palm..and zhiying extra go hit the thing make it drop...so we played...and played..and played =D now its before malay...was at the canteen sitting there looking at cute people walk pass...ALL 3 OF THEM WERE THERE AT ONE SHOT...i me and zhiying was admiring...i mean we are STRAIGHT la..but YOU CAN'T RESIST LOOKING AT CUTE PEOPLE RIGHT?? yupp...super cute...and i really mean SUPER...zhiying made someone cry!! CRY EH...but not because of her that person cry...who will cry over zhiying HOR...muahahahahah...training tomorrow. boo.

a horrible day. an absolutely horrible day. got back my results for maths, and as usual, didn't do as well...I FAILED. HOW CAN RIGHT??? I FAILED. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. I FAILED. 45.5/100. SHIT. and my lit....I PASSED!! 10 CHEERS FOR ME !!!!!!!!!! from a C6 to and A2...how cool can this get =D WAY COOL..ahahahahahahahahahah...i almost failed my physics. shit. 55/100...humph...i wasted my time drawing my diagrams and my partner didn't even draw..and she got higher than me. >:( had a talk today about encouraging and influence thing...it was great =)) didn't expected it to be so funny...the speaker was great!! a worldclass champion speaker...great at engaging the audience...was a little motivated by it though...had mother tongue lecture. argh. boring. just boring. the teacher was talking to herself leh. ask questions and answer herself...lol...I CAN JUST DIE AND ROT THERE.

TODAY IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE! my test results i got back today are like higher than what i expected myself to get =) thats one point. another is that there were no lessons at all (except for chinese) and all we did was sing sing sing sing sing =) yupp. sing. and we watched cartoons for english lessons. so the whole day went smoothly for me..and training! it was a GREAT AND ABSOLUTELY GREAT thing that we didn't have training in the e-hall cause BADMINTON was there...and one family was training together! =D how wonderful huh? and....there is one EXTRA thing that made me think today is a great day...ask me. =) got my history results back today and i scored unexpectedly well! 3 cheers!!! from a B4 to and A2!!! 6 cheers!!!!!! and i scored full marks for my project! =)))) so i believe studying REALLY AND I MEAN SERIOUSLY HELPS. so to all out there, just one thing to take note: studying really, really helps =D and let us all get it DONE AND OVER WITH! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH...this amazing new phrase is made by poon zhiying of sec 1B2...everybody! 9 cheers for her!!!!!!!!! hahaahahhaha...OOPS. i forgot...i am not supposed to write it in my blog HOR...sorry zhiying! wont do it again =))) i know you wont mind =D everybody! grab your pens and pencils and markers and whatever and a piece of paper!!! take this down! done and over with. it will do you all good in future!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHER UNDER THE SKY!!! =D Had mother's day dinner today with my mummy and my grandma...the food was awful. went to a restaurant which specialised in abalone...so we had to eat abalone =(( AND I HATED IT...it was around the size of a baby's palm...people may thing WOW...but is not a wow at all can..so disgusting eh...so fishy and can't even cut the thing...like rubber or something...than the sea cucumber that went with it was...wobbly...HAHAHA...shaking and letting it vibrate was fun =D haahahhahaha...then came the guilty part...I ATE SHARKSFIN...HOW CAN??? I KILLED A SHARK WHEN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO KILL ME LEH!!! i felt so guilty when i was eating it la...just imagine...eating an animal=killing an animal= you a murderer!! ahhh!!! when it was supposed to be animal killing me=it a muderer=animal is safe cause there is no underwater jail!!! ah shit. ARGH.

HAPPY VESAK DAY! it's a holiday today and i went out =))) 3 cheers! went IKEA with my family to find a shoe rack and a container for me and my partner...went to eat first...SO MANY PEOPLE...and we were waiting for one table...sitting down was i think one girl from 1a1 and her family...WALAO..I TELL YOU...THEY ARE SO SELFISH CAN?? we were waiting for them...and her family eat finish already la..then they da bao something...DA BAO WHICH MEANS GO HOME AND EAT RIGHT...then one fat women say: "haiya...nevermind la..come, eat your chicken wing first then go off la..." WTH CAN?? DA BAO WHICH MEANS CANNOT FINISH, TOO FULL TO EAT, GO HOME AND EAT RIGHT?? THEN STILL SIT THERE TALK AND TALK LAUGH AND LAUGH WHEN PPL IS WAITING FOR THE TABLE...damn selfish can?? then somemore go buy somemore ice cream and eat...walao!! testing ppl's patience leh!! i was staring at the 1a1 girl, hoping her to take notice and tell her family members to hurry up or something..she just ignore me and continue eating her ice cream...WTH LA!!! then i got fed up and told my father to wait for other table..the other table ppl so kind la...saw us waiing there then faster eat then go off already...SEE...MUST LEARN FROM OTHER PPL MAH..selfish. humph.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PADDY!!!! :D all the best in everything you do yea? love you! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TO, STEF!!! ALL THE SAME TO YOU TOO!! Love you!! TODAY IS A GREAT DAY!!! WHY?? I ALREADY SAID...ITS THURSDAY!!!! HOME-ECONS!!! wahahahahahhahahahha....made salad...looks quite gross eh...after SHARMAINE SHOOK MY CONTAINER AND STAINED THE WHOLE BOX WITH MAYONESE...ate the whole thing up..mmm...making pizza bread next week...xP i know you readers are jealous ...ahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaahahah...I ALMOST CRIED WHILE DOING THE PHYSICS TEST.HUMPH. i didn't take note of how long the whole test was supposed to be...so i just started and did very, very slowly...and when i just finished Sec B, teacher said there was 5min left. how nice. so i started on the first question of Sec C..i read it, and almost dieded..6 MARKS CAN...WITHIN 5 MIN HOW TO DO??? had to draw and label don't know how many diagrams and i am BAD at drawing diagrams...managed to draw the very first diagram...kinda look funny, but at least i perservered..hehe =D i rested while, and the teacher said i have 3min more. WTH...I DIDN'T KNOW TIME PASSES SO FAST EH!! i drew and drew and worte and wrote. 2min left. I STILL HAD 4 MORE QUESTIONS. i wanted to ignore the rest...cause it was only 1 mark each...but decided to do anyway...i didn't even read the question...ahahahahah...i just saw the diagram, and wrote down my answer...LOL...i think i am gonna fail, fail, fail...argh. had remedial after school...woah...ms chew in a very, very bad mood...she threw the marker at the board leh...cause some ppl didn't know how to do ONE math question...wth right...one only...so angry...but she praised me! =D she said making me sit infront i can do better because i got noone to talk to...what rubbish...wen shi also always talk to me what...she also said i get like 9 out of 10 sums correct which is actually not true...i get correct because i change answer...ahahhahahaaha...but i kinda miss sitting with sarah chang and amanda right at the back...can talk and irritate sarah...hahaahah...GREAT FUN...after school went home with diane...was praying that 136 come before zhiying and steph hail a cab...hahahaha...in the end the cab came before the bus =(( but the bus came 1 second later =))) HAHAHAHA...was trying to beat they all to reach hlm first...we were beside them...but the taxi just zoom and 1 second later they reached -.-" leaving us behind...stopping at every 1 metre...HA. HA. sorry. not funny.

I failed my geograhpy. A sweet 14.5 / 30. How beautiful. CAN ANYONE GIVE ME TUITION FOR GEOG??? I SERIOUSLY NEED ONE. I NEED TUITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok. supposed to have malay, but cancelled. supposed to have singing marathon audition, but cancelled. everything is cancelled. during PE everyone was taking height and weight. I DIDN'T GROW. it was the same as last term eh!!!159. i am fated with this number. and my weight, I LOST 2KG!!!! woohoo!!! last term i was 45 and now i'm 43!! excercising REALLY HELPS. i didn't know that =D crapped alot with zhiying at the bus stop. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH...i really don't like moti-cyci man leh...you see the way they drive, so unsightly. than the wind make their shirt all puffy, which reminds me of the spongebob squarepants the driving teacher. pufferfish. HAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAAH....136 came, everyone went up. i was squeezed in the middle of everyone till i don't dare breathe. why? beacause everyone was sweating, after school, some got PE, and just imagine the smell if i really breathed in all the way. so, me and zhiying squeezed our way out and decided to wait for the next bus. so we happily let the bus flew past us and waited. i told zhiying the next bus was 15min later. and we both sat there and waited. so pathetic. we wanted to take cab. but in the end don't want...and want and don't want. finally, 136 came. WE BOARDED THE BUS =))

I am so tired...i give up...i am so sick of this...i don't wanna wait anymore...i'm sorry...

Today is an ordinary day. as usual. no. not as usual. as...eh..whatever =)) but TODAY IS A GREAT DAY. why? CAUSE I HAD AN ADVERTISEMENT ANDORSEMENT!!! with who? WITH POON ZHIYING!!! what? YUPPI GUMMY SWEETS!!! when? TODAY!!! where? IN OUR OWN WORLD =)) how? WE SAID IT USING OUR MOUTHS!! ok. 5 wifes and 1 husband done. great job Rachel =D ZAP! ZAP ZAP! hahaahahahahaha...that's me and ET's job!! we go around zaping ppl so that their brains can improve...we can confrim you that because when zhiying went up to the board to answer one question...she got stuck. and Rachel and ET came saving the day!!! we zapped her, and immediately, she wrote something down =D you call that power or what??? POWER! hahahahahahhahahah...oh ya! and i saw zhiying's whistle cum torchlight gadget leh!!! and she blew the thing and my ear drumbs bursted. so now, i am not sure of i can hear. and my partner, the MOST beautiful girl, da chang jing look-alike, slapped my face, but not only my face, but my left eye also. so, i am not sure if i can see. and next, the MOST CUTTEST girl on earth, Elizabeth Tan, jabbed my left eyeball with her beautiful long fingers. so, all the more i think my left eye is going blind. so thats the end of the mystery of Rachel's blindness and deafness.

I HAVE TO CUTS ON MY FINGERS, ONE ON MY RIGHT 2ND LAST FINGER AND ONE ON MY LEFT THUMB. AND THE ONE ON MY 2ND LAST FINGER IS BLEEDING NON-STOP. help. i going to die from excess loss of blood. hehe =D the one on my thumb suddenly appear...don't know from where...and the other one was caused by my scissors. i thought scissors are not sharp??? i mean when you cut of course can cut lah..but the blade is sharp meh??? that thing cause my cut to bleed continuosly non-stop la...humph. snippety-snip. SNIP. my vocal cords almost burst today. My group sang don't know how many songs for don't know how long la...non-stop eh...had to jump and sing and clap and sing and sing and sing...WOAH...can. just. drop. dead. and. die. at. that. very. moment. OH YA. i think i totally flunk my chinese oral...i keep repeating the same words and keep stammering and sniffing and ahem-ing leh...how...HOW??? and my zuowen...i think i totally flunk it also la...what i wrote is totally out of the point leh..n o l i n k a t a l l...i should have just told the teacher not to waste her time in marking my zuowen...how...HOW??? argh. how i hate chinese.

Everyday I wish you were here with me.

It hurts that you can't be.

If I could turn back the hands of time, will you still be mine?

Everyday I wish I could have known you better,

So I cherish the time we had together,

Instead of thinking of you've been gone,

While I'm here all alone.

Everyday I wish I could call you,

So that I could have someone to talk to,

But someone took you away from me and all I could say is,

go with peace,

And no worries.

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Did that good-bye erase our love,

Did it take all that we had?

Did it run off with our hearts at hand,

Leaving me alone and sad?

It's been so long and time can't heal,

This open wound that hasn't gone.

Shall I wait for your return,

Hopelessly remaining strong?

"He left your side, he's gone for good",

That's what my heart tells me each night.

But when you left and said "Good-bye",

You didn't mean forever...right?

I chose to remain strong, and wait for your return...yea, that's my choice and nobody is gonna change that...

I LEARNT A VERY IMPORTANT LESSON TODAY. NEVER, EVER, EVER, TAKE A CAB OUTSIDE SCHOOL BEFORE THE POLLING DAY AND ESPECIALLY IF YOUR SCHOOL IS ONE OF THE HOLDING SITES. (though it is only once a year) Readers, let me tell you a beautiful fairytale. once upon a time, there were 2 girls named Poon Zhiying and Rachel Chee. Both of them just finished school and couldn't wait to go home. Zhiying happily asked Rachel to walk to the front gate busstop as there wouldn't be as many ppl as at the backgate. So, Rachel happily agrees. After walking awhile, Rachel concluded that it would be the same as the bus would still be travelling the same route. Thus, the amount of ppl will still be the same. So, both of them decided to take a cab. They walk all the way, from the front gate, pass the back gate and walked further down. As a result, both were very, very tired. They stood under the sun, sweating, suffering from the heat and their heavy bags and their legs. HOW PATHETIC. Suddenly, 136 came. It was FILLED with PL students. So they let the bus just flew pass them. After awhile, ANOTHER 136 came. This time with MORE ppl then the first one. So they just let it fly pass them again. They were getting more and more fedup with all the taxi as NONE of them were free. and TWO of the taxi were free, but they just ignored and drive past them like nobody's business. (@#$%^&!)HELLO?! Two ppl here are waving like mad aunties!!! and you just drove past them like noone was there??!!! THEY WANNA SUE THE TAXI COMPANIES!!!! (argh.) So, Zhiying started to complain and grumble and curse every single taxi which drove past them. And she decided to take the next bus that is gonna come. and she is gonna leave Rachel alone. FULLSTOP. JUST LIKE THAT. LEAVE HER ALONE. HOW KIND OF YOU ZHIYING. but luckily, she decided to stay =)) so the story continues. They said they will PRAISE THE LORD if an empty or rather, not-so-many-ppl-136-bus would arrive. And, the Lord heard their cries and He sent them a 136-bus-with-not-so-many-ppl-inside. By that time, those two pathetic ppl had already waited for 1hr. And they both waited for NOTHING. it was as good as waiting at the bus-stop. but those two pathetic ppl waited under the sun, thinking that they could take a cab from there, and suffered. So, both of them boarded the bus, feeling a sense of achievement. (eh..i think this part is a little out. heh.) Zhiying enjoyed the air-con for 5min and alighted. The End.
And yes, Rachel Chee happened to be me =)) How fun huh? I WANNA SUE ALL THE TAXI COMPANIES!!! THEY ALL JUST DROVE PAST US. PAST US!!!!! AHHH!!! AND WE WAITED FOR SO LONG!!!!! @#$%!!! THATS IT. I AM GOING TO THE POLICE STATION TO MAKE A REPORT NOW. >:( Wait for the lawyer's letter companies..HUMPH.

Today was a great dayyyyyyyyy!!!! whenever there is home econs, it will ALWAYS be a great day, which means every thursday, which means there is home econs, which means its a great day!!!! haahhaahahaah...had fun partnering nellyn today, we make a great cooking pair =D i was sweating like crazy before i went into the cookery room...all thanks to Elizabeth Tan...she was running with me to take my books...and i asked her to wait there..she waited, and i used the other staircase...i ran up the staircase where she was, i shouted her name, she didn't appear..so i thought she went off i ran back...then after that i heard someone call me...i ran back, and there she was, SMILING EVER SO HAPPILY WHEN I AM PANTING AND SWEATING LIKE CRAZY...i asked her why she didn't answer...and she said maybe she was sleeping -.-" WTH. the spaghetti we cooked was great! i just finished it...yum =P we are making chicken salad next week!! 3 cheers!! i LOVE chicken salads!!! woohoo!!! =D oh ya. i was smsing zhiying during lit lesson...and then i replied 'shit you' to her...then she very long never look at her phone..so i asked her to check...she didn't receive leh...then i checked my archives...and yes, i did send...but send to who?? MY FATHER!!! best eh!! then i quickly said it was my friend's message and i forwarded wrongly...lol..and i apologised so many times...then he said, "i know. btw, pls reframe frm using such words. you knw its very rough. understd?" LOL....REFRAME...hahahaahhahhah....then zhiying was saying, " like as if you say that word means phtoframe" ahahahahahahahahaahaahaahaha.....so funny eh!!!! aahhaahahahah...oh ya...one last thing. history test today was a half-success! 6 cheers!! though i left out 2 blanks...and did one question wrogly...but its ok =)) at least for the more marks one i know how to do =D hurray.

Monday
IS LABOUR DAY TODAY!!!! it's supposed to be a holiday...a holiday is a day where you get to have some fun...but all the fun stuff i did was studying...grr...but i ended my day with a barbaque/steamboat dinner!! woohoo!! IT WAS DELICIOUS! =P

Yesterday
I am gonna fail my geog. all the stuff i studied were not even tested AT ALL. so shit can?? i wasted all my time la!! argh. luckily, there was CIP to break the sadness...the people weren't as cute as i expected them to be...and a little dissapointed though...the ice-breaker game was a failure...LOL...they don't really understand the 'wacko' game i think...ZHIYING.YOU CAN'T TEACH. =) next was the reading thing...the reading was ok...until that boy said it was boring >:( argh. i spent so much time with you, teaching you how to read and explaining words to you. all you can say is boring?? AHH!!!! then i gave up...i asked him to choose the book himself...he chose it, and after half of the book is gone, he said it was boring...WTH...HE WAS THE ONE WHO CHOSE IT...?!...went home after that...and started studying AGAIN.

Today
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!! was laughing all the way home after nellyn said something real funny...ahahahhaahaha...she was talking on the phone then suddenly she say :" walao...he hang up so long ago already." HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA....AAHAHAHAHAHA....so funny can?! hahahahaahh...was fooling around with zy during chapel...and had malay lessons today!! woohoo!! oh how i LOVE malay lessons...learnt about body parts...pipi is cheek! so funny!!! cause my sister named her SHIT pipi...hahaahhahahahahahh!!!