Yes. We've never understood each other. Well, don't be sorry cause its not your fault that you don't understand. You know what? It hurts real bad to know that a close friend like you don't even know how to trust me. I don't know what I did that cause us to be like this. Now, everyone is starting to realise what's happening to you and me. They ask me why, and I can't answer them cause I myself don't even know what exactly went wrong. Yes I admit I lied to you a couple of times. For that, I'm sorry. But its all over. Why don't you learn how to let go of the past? I hope you will not let our personal matter affect our group work. Whatever it is, there is one thing I wanna let you know and that is, I've never regretted having such a friend like you. I wish you all the best in everything you do. Goodbye.


I thought I knew you when I actually didn't.

It's over.

I slept during maths. yes. ms chew gave us 10min to sleep and the minute i put my head down, I FELL ASLEEP. gosh. i was very, very, ULTRA SLEEPY. okay. everything went fine. and i got the sports colours award!! yay =D was spending literature period with this one girl cause mrs ramesh isn't here. yes. and we were happily listening to music and talking at first but i said something wrong and now she's not happy. >:( crap. I hate myself.

I'm sorry. I shouldn't even have said that. It spoiled your day and now, it's spoiling my day. I didn't know if what I said is true now, but I know it was some time ago. Please don't be upset. I've regretted telling you that. I'm sorry.

MARSHMALLOWS MAKES MY DAY =D okay. end of post. have a nice day. bye bye.

yay. ends with the colour yellow =D

Dear Lord Jesus, I pray that you will be with Sharon and may you heal her with your healing hands so that she will be well enough to come to school tomorrow! In Jesus most precious name, Amen.

=D

Jealousy. Sucks big time.

It was super early when i reached school today cause i didn't want to be late for physical. yes. first time. then, i went up to class and i realised that I FORGOT TO DO MY SCIENCE WORKSHEET AND THE IT IS VERY IRRITAING CAUSE IT KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPS OOOOOOOOOOONNNNNN ASKING THE SAME QUESTION OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. so i did it and when i finished, i looked at my watch, I WAS LATE FOR PHYSICAL. and the purpose of having to go for physical today cause i was late last week. and today i'm still late. ha. ha. GILLIAN, I'M GONNA SNAP YOUR RUBBERBAND ON THURSDAY. snip, snip, piak! piak! ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!! =D

You don't trust me? Fine, whatever. I don't really care now. I've had enough. You don't understand why I'm doing this so please don't think I'm lying to you or anything. I've been tolerating you for quite some time over this matter. I don't care what she did to you cause that's already the past. People do make mistakes. I hope you understand.

With encouragements from my beloved friends, THE RACHEL IS BACK!!!!!! =D yes yes. and i just found out something really, really bad...I CAN'T TOUCH STATIONARIES. cause everytime i touch, i will hurt myself. and its ALWAYS my RIGHT hand. ALWAYS. i had one on my middle finger because my scissors kiaped it, another one on the back of my hand caused my Sharon Lam, one on my nose cause i hit the cubboard and finally, another one on my thumb caused by the scissors again. ZHIYING LA. she said my scissors very sharp then it cut her finger. then i didn't believe her, so i tried, i pressed my finger on the blade, and slide across. yes. i know all of you out there are worrying for me x) no worries!! its okay now though i still can see the flesh of my thumb.

today was okay. had physical in the morning. a VERY BIG bee flew across my face, 2cm away from my nose. my partner complains that she wanted to shit so I followed her. Went back to class and had lessons. History was boring...as usual. Had recess, went back to class for chinese. Even more boring, as usual. But played 'Bingo!' to past time with my partner. Had IT lessons after that. Played hangman with quek. Started to think of some stuff. Was very distracted. Sharon could see it, as usual. (=D) Just found out her way of making me smile is by tugging my sleeves. Managed to smile a little though. Went back up to class and had maths. Almost fell asleep, as usual. After maths was lunch. Reluctant to fly to the canteen early cause I knew sharon would write a note to me, as usual (xD) Sure enough, she passed the note to me. Flew downstairs to meet Poon Zhiying. Ate a little, went back to class. Had Lit after that. Was clueless about what we were supposed to do. I realise one very important thing that would affect my future. MY VOCAB IS H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E. Went home with Melanie. Here I am, using my finger energy to type. To conserve energy, I've decided to stop.

I love how I blog today. =D

But before I leave, I have something to say;

On behalf of my germs, (ew. it sounds sick.) I want to say a very big sorry to Sharon. Sharon ah Sharon....take extra care laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...I told you if you are sick you would get it from me right. But I thought it will never happen. See la. Now like that. Now still not too bad...if it becomes worser and worserrrrrrrr....YOU WILL DEFINITELY GET IT. =D

I'm tired. Really tired. I am sick of what's happening. I just wanna drop, faint, and dissapear from the world. Friends around me are quarraling. I hate it. Friends around me are crying. I hate it. I don't wanna do this anymore...I'm done with everything. I don't wanna care anymore. I'm gonna study and do nothing else. Yes. This is it.

It's hard for me to be there for you cause you don't even wanna tell me what you feel about things...you may not want to tell me cause you are afraid I would tell anyone about what you said...No. please don't think that way. Whatever she told you, I don't really care about that now cause I think she is doing something very wrong and you don't even realise it. You've been her friend for quite long...and yet you can't even see what kind of person she is? I am dissapointed. I wanted to tell you...but I knew you wouldn't believe me cause I only knew you for less than a year and her? definitely much more than this. Well, as time passes, I really hope you would realise. Don't get angry when you read this, cause I'm helping you. I don't want you to get hurt when she does the same thing to you. She already did it to me. And it hurts real bad to think that she was all along the person who actually caused those things to happen. But I'm really hoping what I know about what she had done is wrong...Good luck.

the pencil mark still haven go away!!! crap. I have a feeling the lead is stuck in there -.-" some kinda misunderstanding happened in class today. I shan't elaborate =) almost got caught for throwing notes my MRS KUMA. oh gosh. she was VERY scary. and luckily sharon said she threw geog notes =D great answer sharon!! hahahhahaa..almost fainted due to the heat that is caused by the big, hot, orange ball. yes. the sun. I can't wait for the concert cause I will be able to see sharon lam and rachel tan perform. heh =D well, this is a very random post cause there is nothing for me to blog about today. (yes sharon, I KNOW THE MEANING OF RANDOM ALREADY.) okay. i'm gonna bounce to the toilet to bathe now, so bye bye.

it was all a big, big misunderstanding.

Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

He's more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

But clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dyingI don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the doorI see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...A murderer

I feel it in the air

As I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss upon my cheek

As he reluctantly

Asks if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the girls

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...A murderer

Our love, his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this

Anymore...

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

And everytime I walk out the doorI see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...A murderer.

Today's VERY short and a VERY funny and a VERY sugar-high day and guess what i found out? ZHIYING FINDS IT ITCHY WHEN PEOPLE TOUCHES HER. ESPECIALLY WHEN SHE SITS DOWN. so everyone, if you are curious, you can go and try =) I am very sure you will enjoy it ALOT. hahahaahahahahah. its pretty funny when you see her go all squiggly!! =D and sharon's aiming is very good leh. she wanted to throw the pencil onto my partner's table and in the end wanna know hit where? HIT MY HAND AND IT CAUSE MY HAND TO HAVE A HOLE. yes. a hole. but suprisingly, there is no blood flowing out =D until now, there is still a pencil mark. I don't know if the lead went in or something cause i washed so hard but the mark is still there =( what if the lead goes into my bloodstream, and then to my heart, and then i die how????? OH MY GOSH. SERIOUS CASE LEH. if so, sharrrrrrooooonnnn, you are gonna be so dead xP but she said sorry alot of times, so i guess she will be forgiven =)) oh and i think Rihanna's 'Unfaithful' is very nice! =D

Let me be the one,
Telling you it's alright...
Sharing the smiles and tears you cry.
For all of the strength you need,
You can come to me.
Let me be the one.


Yes I cried.

I am sorry. I AM SORRY OKAY?! you are sick of this? I think i am sick of this too. I've had enough. All I wanted to do was just to make you smile...once. Once and it turned out like that. But why did it have to turn out this way? I was just joking about not talking to you because I thought that you would smile and try to make me not angry like you used to...but I guess you misunderstood me. I'm sorry.

I don't want this to continue. Really. Everyday I've been laughing, I've been smiling...I'm tired. I'm tired of trying to be happy when I am not. I'm sick of this life. I've always wanted to be the girl that I used to be...happy and free from troubles everyday. Look what I've become now. Crying every night and trying to smile in school when I am actually crying and screaming inside. But somehow, someone made me realise that I have to learn to be strong. And that someone is you. I wanted to be there whenever you feel troubled. But I'm scared you see. I'm scared you would feel even worse. You are different from the rest. I don't know...you are just well, different. Different in a special way.

If you are talking to me in your blog, then I'm sorry...I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. I'm sorry if I didn't know why you were not okay. I'm sorry if I couldn't see the truth. I'm just, well, dumb enough not to realise that okay? I'm sorry. I know you are feeling terrible. I am too.

Can we be like the previous times again? Playing 'bang!' and laughing and being crazy all day? I want this to stop. Please?

I HAD A TERRIBLE, TERRIBLE EXPERIANCE DURING TRAINING TODAY. ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE >:( I think I can say this is the worst training of all so far during these 5 years. My lessons ended at 2.20pm. I didn't have lunch so which means I will have lunch before I go for training otherwise we all will faint from hunger right. we didn't have a proper lunch also la. we just bought sushi and Old Chang Kee and went off to take bus already lor. then we reached primary school at 3.35pm. so when we stepped in mr kim told us to each take a paper, not to talk among ourselves, answer the questions on the board and stand away from each other. The first question was what time we ended our lessons. 2.20pm. The second one, what was the possible time we were able to reach there. 3.15pm. Third one, what time did we reach. 3.35pm. The last one we were supposed to write in DETAILS on what we did or what happen during that period of time from our school to primary school. WHAT THE HELL. yes we were late and we are sorry, but we were not late because of fun, we were late because we had to eat lunch before we even have to look at your face and pay FULL attention to you right. at least thats a valid reason lor. and guess what he said? WE COULD HAVE SKIPPED LUNCH AND GO THERE STRAIGHT. this is torture or torture you tell me. please eh. walao! I was seriously very, VERY pissed off with what he said just now >:( we cannot talk during the WHOLE of training eh. if he catches us, we are out of the room -.-" and he wants those who were late, which including me, to be fired in public as in the whole school. WALAO. he everything also wanna complain to the principle, vice principle or miss gan leh. EVERYHTING LEH. I am so tired now, AND TOMORROW GOT PHYSICAL. SHIT.

Girl, what's wrong with you? You are not yourself lately...Everyone noticed that...I know its regarding your family and all...Yes, its hard not to be like that. But you can talk to one of us...we are here for you. Cheer up alright? I want you to be your cute, crazy, blur self again. I miss that you. I am getting really worried for you...I guess everyone is too...please, promise me that you will be your old self again. Okay? Oh, and you owe me a hundred smiles =)

Sharon Lam Hui Min wants me to post but I don't know what to post about today cause there is nothing much for me worth posting about today. Anyway, I will try. So, here it goes...

Good Afternoon everyone, have you had a nice day? Oh yes I have had a nice day. I hope you do too. What did all of you do in school today? Well, incase you ask, I studied and I injured my finger during art, and I made fruit cake during home econs and its very yummy. If you want to try it, too bad. Cause its all gone. And did I have fun while making the cake? Yes I did. What about my finger huh? Yes. It bleed. But its internal bleeding. I know it sounds painful cause IT WAS VERY PAINFUL. I know you all out there a crying your hearts out for me now. Aww, don't cry. Cause its just a small part of my finger that I injured. Don't need to cry over this small little thing. Its not nice. No, I did not cry cause its very small though IT WAS VERY PAIN. And because Sharon was there, and she kept asking me if I was okay and I said I was okay though I was screaming my lungs out inside. CAUSE IT WAS VERY VERY PAIN. But Sharon, don't get upset cause I lied to you. I didn't want you to keep thinking I was not okay thats why I did that. I hope you are not angry. But I think you will not be angry. Anyway, nothing much after that incident cause I was thinking about...Yes. About him again. I was reflecting about what was said during chapel this morning. Though the thinking didn't have alot to do with the topic talked about, but still, I thought about it. Okay, its starting to make my eyes sting cause I am thinking about what I thought about just now and the song playing now makes my eyes sting. Hope you've enjoyed reading this. May all of you have a nice day though more than half of it is gone. see you soon. Bye bye.

HEH =D There you go, Sharon Lam. =D

Saw a doctor and I have to eat HELLLOT of mdeicines. i was happy at first cause the pills were very, very small. but when I took it for the first time, once you put the medicine in your mouth, THE TASTE JUST OVERFLOW AND IT MAKES YOU WANNA THROW UP. best. make me happy for nothing. best eh. humph. i wanted to thank the doctor a million times, but now, I am having second thoughts. >:( Had Lit talk yesterday and Sharon was OH, SO sweet =) we were in the e-hall and the aircon was on and it was freezing cold. she saw me rubbing my legs and she asked me: "You cold ah?" and i was like nodding my head..and guess what she did after 10sec? she opened her Lit textbook and cover my hands so that i will be warm eh...SO SWEET PLEASE! =))) and then she heard me sniffing, then she went asking around for tissue without me knowing and she handed me the tissue, and then i asked her what was it for and she said for my nose. MY GOSH. SO SWEET EH!!! =D I guess this is what i call a good friend =)) Thanks sharon! you are the BEST and I love you!! =D thanks for being there for me always. YOU GO GIRL!!! =D

Had health check today. it was...well, bad in a good way. had good results but bad experiance. don't ask why. AND MY NOSE IS ALL RED NOW CAUSE I KNOCKED MYSELF ON THE CUPBOARD YESTERDAY NIGHT. yes. everyone, laugh. I know laaaaaaaa...very funny laaaaaa..I very dumb laaaaaaaa...humph. pain LOR. =( sharmaine didn't come today. so no crappying. I miss you sharmaine!!!! please be back tomorrow. I wanna see you sitting there with your face all sweaty early in the morning after your physical =D I guess thats all i have to say. have a nice day and bye.

One more last sentence: Sharon is cute, plays the guitar well, melts people with her voice and is very, very caring =D

MY COUGH AND FLU IS KILLING ME. AND I AM GONNA USE UP ALL OF THE KLEENEX -ES IN MY HOUSE.

Yesterday's morning sky was GREY. totally GREY i tell you. shall not blog about yesterday's rubbish cause all i did was laugh with my laughing partner, poon zhiying =D and today...well, i slept during chinese lesson. really slept. THE TEACHER WAS BORING LIKE CRAZY. i think i will slowly die from it if the time table dont change soon. crap. but IT lessons made my day =)) mr quek didn't come!!! hooray, so we played around with the computers. yes. and the day just end with chew's lesson. The end. bye bye. Have a nice day.

Girl, you've gotta be strong. Cry if you have to...We're here for you. Promise me, alright?

Life's precious...really precious...I just made a list of those whom I love, and guess what? Someone who someone loves deeply is gone..forever..
Gosh..I don't know what to do or say...cause its really..well, I don't know...sad..yeah... I don't know how would I handle this if it was me...I don't know what will happen to myself if it was me..I don't know what will happen to my life after everything is setteled...oh gosh...I'm so uncertain about how long each of us will live...It's scary..very scary..I'm scared, i'm scared the same thing happens to me..I know it will one day..but, i just pray, pray that God will give me the courage to face reality when the time comes...


I think I wanna add more people to my list. Many many more. If I can even remember every single one though...=D

OH GOSH, I BETTER SAY ALL THE 'I LOVE YOU'S BEFORE ANYONE OR EVEN MYSELF DISSAPEAR. THIS IS THE LOVE DEDICATION BOARD. PEASE CHECK IF YOUR NAME IS THERE. IF IT'S NOT, PLEASE READ THE INFORMATION AT THE END OF THIS POST FOR MORE DETAILS. THANK YOU.

Sharon!!! I LOVE YOU!! though i said it to you already...but still, I LOVE YOU!! and I know you love me too cause you said so >.< Life's precious! Don't waste time and be depressed. I don't want to see eveyrone I love being depressed. A very unpleasant sight =((

Sharmaine!!! I LOVE YOU!! and you better love me too cause i know you do =)) thanks for being my toilet partner and my crappy partner!! =))

Elizabeth Tan!!! I LOVE YOU!! you may not say it, but deep in your heart, you are shouting the 3 words to me! i know that!! heh =D thanks for being the pink-panther-gun-turn-around-bang!-bang! partner! and also my Zap! Zap! partner!! =))

Seniors!!! I LOVE YOU!! All of you never fail to make trainings interesting and fun. though we are not THAT close, I STILL LOVE YOU!! =D

Zhiying!! i love you! i decided to put your 'I Love You' in small letters and reduce one exclaimation mark each because you are so unappreciative. boo. thanks for listening to my stories just now. and thanks for being my laughing partner. full stop. bye bye. (i know you are doing that face now lor...and i know deep inside, you love me too! =D ) *slap*

Stef!!! I LOVE YOU!!! you forever love me one..I know =)) so there is nothing much to say. except, thanks for being there for me!! =)) *smootch*

Joyce!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I love the way you win whenever there is a fight or quarrel! hahahaha =D thank you for making me laugh. AND DON'T DENY. I KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOO. ITS JUST THAT YOU TOO SHY TO SAY ONLY. =D

To the rest!!! I LOVE YOU!!! i know all of you love me too. see you guys around and be sure to say 'I Love You' to me when you see me horrrrrrr...or I will gauge your eyeballs out!! muhahahahahaahha!!! =D

That special you!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! there are LOADS of things I wanna say and thank you for but i guess i will just summarise it all in one looooonnngggg sentence. Thanks for being there for me, thanks for giving me the courage that i needed, thanks for the love you've given me, thanks for the sweetness you've given me, and fianlly, THANKS FOR THE SWEET MEMORIES!! =)) *gives you a million kisses* hope your statellite recieved it. heh =D

Ahmahs and gong gongs!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!! Though one of you went away before I could even recognise the way you look, I wanna let you know that I love you =)) as for the rest, I wanna thank you all for taking care of me since I was young...I wanna thank you for bringing me to kindergarden everyday. I wanna thank you for taking care of me when i was sick. I wanna thank you for making the house danger-free for me when i was as small as I used to be...there are loads of things I wanna thank you all for...but i'm sure the list will go on forever..I wanna let you know that whatever happens to me or to you, I just wanna let all of you know that I love you...you will always be in my prayers =)) *A VERY VERY BIG HUG AND PLENTY OF KISSES*

Done. Anyone whom I've missed out, please tell me asap. I'm sorry if I've forgotten you cause now I am very gan chiong and I want to finish this as fast as I can. so, bye bye.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. my mum is shouting at my new maid cause she dosen't undertsand simple english like: Last night you cook that vegetables. hahaahhaahhaahahha..I was laughing to myself when I heard my mum shouting. My maid cooked marcoroni with CORN SOUP for dinner -.-" LOL...then my mum was angry at her. cause she told her many MANY times and all she can say is: Yes mum. and then laugh. hahahahahahahaha..my mother always ask her: You understand or not? then she will say: Yes mum or Yes, I understand mum. and she laughs. Nothing else. haahahahahahahah..super funny please!! and yesterday, my mum was on leave and she got so fed up with her la. haahahahahhaha..very VERY VERY funny!! cause my mum just told her don't put oyster sauce and after 5min, she walked out of the kitchen and ask my mother: Eh, mum? Need put sauce tilam? hahahahahahahhaa..i dont know what is sauce tilam but I guess its oyster sauce. and guess what my mother said? Haiya! I tell you so many times already you always Yes, mum Yes mum...You go cook anything you want la! I don't care you already la! Put the whole bottle also can la! HAHAHAAHAHAHHAAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I laughed like crazy please! LOL..and yesterday her porridge is stickyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy like don't know what leh...you take one spoonful, turn it upside down, have to wait for 30sec before everything comes off the spoon. hahahahaahhah!!! my mum is so fed up now that she keeps talking to herself. hahahhahaahaahahahahahaahahahaahahahhahahahahahha. and she takes 2min to open the door -.-" crap. my mummy is calling me to off the computer now. LOL. I guess she wants me to help her explain things to my maid =D

"Imagine you didn't tell the people who died who much you love them, how much you cared for them deep inside and didn't show it. These 3 words ' I Love You' will mean so, so much. The regret of not saying it would be so hard to handle. We just take it for granted that everyone wouldn't die so soon."

I think this is so true. Well, I did do it a twice. I did say those 3 words. Once, it just turned out that I actually didn't love that person the way it was supposed to be. The other time, it became a joy of saying it and slowly, becoming a habit. But it ended so soon. Too soon...

chapel session today was wonderful =)) "God didn't let things happen to us unless there is a purpose for it." i was thinking about it the whole day...did He let me and you end up like this because there was a purpose for it? if yes, what is it? why don't I know the purpose till now?

today's home econs kinda sucked >=( just because i dont know who oned the radio after bell rang, and then when teacher came in, she heard the music, which means the radio is on, which means, to her, that is rude -.-" whatever. she said we should look for her when she didn't appear in class after the bell ring. which means everytime the bell ring the next teacher have to pop in like that la. what rubbish eh. she may not have classes before this but other teachers also have right. and what do you expect us to do within 2min after the bell rings? run around the whole school looking for you and realise that you were actually on the way up to our classroom ah? please eh. so unreasonable. humph. spoiled my whole homecons-feeling for the whole of the home econs period la. we did almond cookies today. its not nice =( horrible. our dough so wet. crap. but the things turned out to be nicer then i expected to be =D AND CASSANDRA TSE KEEPS SAYING OURS VERY UGLY. VERY NICE LOR. YOU NEVER EVEN BAKE. HOW YOU KNOW YOURS WOULD TURN OUT SO NICE HUH?? humph. walked home with sharon and kelly. sharon so shy -.-" haahhahaahhaahhaha...when i left, she didnt there to talk to kelly. sharon ah sharon, why so shy??? =)) cute eh!!! I LOVE HER BELOW-NEAR-THE-NECK-HAIR. SO NICE TO PLUCK/PULL. heh =D

I guess I'm not brave enough to deal with the fact that you are gone yet...I have always wanted to ask you a question from the start...Have you really loved me the way you were supposed to? Let me tell you something; I have.

Monday

Went to the closing ceremony today. there were SO MANY pL girls there! felt so at home when i was there. =)) met up with sharmaine and we decided to go to silk road to drink. waited forever for the paper to make our orders. 15 more min and the countdown is starting -.-" odered drinks only. shamaine went there to pass the paper to him, and guess what???
the cashier: 2 ice lemon tea. anything else??
sharmaine: um..no.
the cashier: thats all?
sharmaine: ya.
the cashier: (takes the order and laughs to himself)
the cashier: $4 please. (still laughing)
sharmaine: (hands the money to him)

hahahaahahahahahahahahahaahahhaahhaahhaahaahahah!!!!!! so funny please!! sharmaine, i know you are embarrassed la..thats why i asked you to go and pay...LOL....went off for the closing ceremony.

the last 10 seconds was CRAZY!!! everyboday count down and screamed like crazy. GOSH. WE SUCCEEDED!! 90 HOURS OF SINGING!!! PL ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I so love my school =))

went to catch "Just My Luck" with sharmaine after that. well, as expected, THE SHOW ROCKED. =D mcfly acted in it!!!!!!!!! woohoo!!!!!!!!!!! they are oh, so, so cute eh!! seriously. i didn't even notice how they looked at first. now, i think they are so, cute. =D went to shop around and then went home. can't wait till school on wed cause i can't wait to be with the school people =))

Sunday

Music Marathon. OH MY GOSH. our group sucked real bad. really. we almost cause the whole marathon to stop. I so hate the people who were in charge of the volume control. THE MUSIC WAS ULTRA SOFT THAT WE CAN'T EVEN HEAR THE SINGER SING. so, without any guide, we OBVIOUSLY couldn't sing cause we didn't know when to start and OBVIOUSLY we couldn't sing well. the christian songs were okay. though crumpled face and some other teacher claims that it was too soft. fine. if its too soft, can't they just adjust the volume of the mike??!!!! they don't need to stop us half-way and tell us to get off the stage to let the GB girls perfrom again. they don't know how we feel. so embarrassed can?! WE ALSO CAN'T EVEN HEAR THE GB GIRLS SING LA. PLEASE. IF THEY WANTED THEM TO PERFROM SO BADLY, THEN DO SO. THEY SHOULD'NT EVEN CALL US TO PERFROM. i was so freaking pissed with crumpled face please. ONLY THE LAST PARAGRAPH OF THE LAST SONG THEN SHE TOLD THE MRL GIRLS TO MAKE THE VOLUME OF THE SONG LOUDER. WHAT'S THE USE?! then after we perfrom, they on the volume until so loud. BEST EH THEY ALL. BEST. forget it. its over, and we screwed up. thats it. full stop.

Sharon's group did super well for the pop songs. really. super, super well. after everything, me, sharmaine and sharon went to eat. went to long john's. sharon didn't realised it was long john's till someone ringed the bell and we were already eating half-way -.-" sharon ah sharon..hahaahahahahha..terrible leh this girl! blur until like this. went to join my family after everything and had dinner. oh oh oh!! ms chiam came today!!! =D but overall, today sucked so badly.

Sharmaine, here it is.

Saturday

SYF!!! my group had to come early to practise for the MM so i left for home early...received an EXTREMELY bad news from amanda saying that the school will be closed. crap. then how are the people gonna meet to go to the SYF?! and how are WE gonna practise?! and then, zhiying told me that the backgate is CLOSED. CLOSED LEH. WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO WALK ONE BIG, BIG ROUND TO THE FRONT GATE WHEN THE SUN IS SHINING LIKE CRAZY. best. oh..i wanted to offer a guy some strepsils cause he was coughing so badly...and he was sick. but its a pity i ran out of it. otherwise, he would be receiving free strepsils and not spreading germs to everyone in the bus including me, who was sitting just infront of him. so, i alighted and started to walk. walk, walk, and walk. finally, after sweating like some crazy women who just got chased by a dog, i reached my final destination; the front gate. hooray.

when i got there, most of the people were already there...started singing when a worker of the school, i don't know what she does, but she claims she didn't sleep till 2am last night and woke up so early in the morning and she hasn't eaten her lunch yet. so, SHE WANTS TO LOCK THE SCHOOL. WHICH MEANS WE WERE THROWN OUT BY HER. bester. so we walked to the void deck oppposite and sing. everything was doing pretty well, until when ms liang re-opened the school's gate for us. we went back to our original place, and everyone is just not co-operating. this one is the bestest thing eh. zhiying got so pissed off that she wanted some of them to sng solo =D hahahhahahaa...so you will know what happens if you dont obey...THAT WOMEN.

we sang till 2pm and finally, i can hear the sun and the SYF concert calling my name. crap. the school gave us a box of food and A packet of drink. and its not mineral water leh, SWEET DRINKS. i thought the school was so good to spent money on us and bought for us sweet drinks until I got there, and i realised how cruel it was for them to give us this. THE SUN WAS SO, SO HOT PLEASE. everyone was seen begging for water eh..and the concert was so, so boring except for the band people who were doing the formation thing...they are oh, so very cute! =D me and zhiying laughed at everything and anything cause the performance was so funny. we ended up having stomach aches. the moral of the story: don't laugh too much.
the whole thing ended at 7pm and we had to wait till 8pm before we could leave the indoor stadium...so we took the chance to practise for our MM.

Me and ET when all sugar high when we got out of that place. we jumped and sand, jumped and sang. =D really fun. okay. the day ended here and crap. tomorrow is the MM already!!!! I predicted something is gonna happen tomorrow cause we laughed too much. true enough.