I feel like I need to understand more than I do.

Sometimes, you make me wanna melt.
Sometimes, you make me wanna hit you in the face.
Sometimes, you make me go all "Aww.."
Sometimes, you make me feel like a fool.

I'm really at loss of what to say, what to do.
Cause all I can think of right now is You.
When I saw how happy you were with her,
I went all sad and sour.

I left you all alone, hanging there by yourself before. And now, I want you back. I know I'm being selfish. But I can't help it, can I? Because I can't control the way I feel, though I really wish I could.

Some say time will heal. Some say time will kill. I chose the first option...but I'm hurting even more than I did. Then I tried the second option...but things just got worse. I can only lose you bit by bit, a little at a time. So I've tried ways and means to try and learn to let go.

And finally, I've come to a conclusion.

I need to learn how to love again.