Today
Went to meet zhiying just now to take my books...left it at the staff lounge yesterday...lol...she waited and even helped me take the books...THANK YOU SO MUCH POON ZHIYING...I LOVE YOU!!! *hugs* you know without those books, i will flunk ALL THE TESTS NEXT WEEK. =D thank you once again...and zhiying, you should be feeling so honoured for me to be thanking you in my blog leh...somemore mention your name so many times. you better thank me back =)) muahahahahahaahahah...

You will never realise how much i love you...someone told me it was just a matter of time...i believed...i tried...but failed..i always fail...i am so tired of this...i am seriously getting too tired...how..please teach me how...i can't take it anymore..this is stopping me in trying to love someone else...i just can't do it...why? why can't you just tell me you hate me? why can't you just tell me you hate me so much that you would not talk to me ever again? why can't you just tell me everything that happened before was all a dream? why can't you just tell me you don't love me...

Friday
Hanya, you are right. people with NO ORIGINALITY is whom i despise most. To you: Please. learn to do things yourself. i am not a photocopying machine. do you know that i took so long to do it? and you just took my file, look at it, bring it home, and copy what i did?? you even asked me what fomat should you use to present your project, something like mine but not exactly the same. WTH. so isn't still something like mine?? you even asked me help you PRINT pictures, PROVIDE you with markers and pens and everything...and i stupidly lent ALL of them to you. how stupid can i get?? WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM?? someone whom you can just take and copy her work just because she is kind, or rather TOO KIND to lend you her work as an EXAMPLE?? please. stop it. copying is one thing. but having to return me back my thing NOT in its original form is one thing whcich i am even more angry at! the pictures which stick put of the file was all crumpled. the plastic sheet was stained. and one paper was MISSING. i asked you and you said you didnt take anything out. you never take it out then the paper ownself fly come out ah?? shit you can?! i was so angry with you did you know that? i almost wanted to shout at you. i almost wanted to. but i controlled. because i didn't wanted to embarras you. you wanna know somehting? I REGRETTED NOT DOING SO. you took all my markers. and you didnt even return them back to me yet. have you had any idea how much i needed those markers? i needed them for my work. EVERYDAY. and you just took the whole thing, bring it home. i even reminded you to bring it. and you claimed that you forgotten to bring. how is it that my file you remembered and my markers you forgot?? if you still needed to use them, just say. there is no need for you to LIE. i hate ppl who do that. i am seriously pissed with you for what you did. i wanna wait till you are done with your project. i wanna see how good the photocoying machine is. let us all wait and see.

Had prize presentation in Toa Payoh Sports Hall...there were 4 matches going on when we reached there...2 'b' div boys, 1 'c' div girls and 1 'a' div girls...woah..the 'a' div match was ABSOLUTELY AMAZING i tell you...RJC and VJC compete...so gan cheong...play like professionals...amazing, amazing...we were the very first school to walk in the stadium for the prize presentation..not because we were first...but because we were last =(( lol...paraded around the whole stadium before we got to sit down...so embarrasing...i almost TRIPPED...and janice.y STEPPED ON MY SHOE WHICH ALMOST CAUSE ME TO TRIP AGAIN...so many ppl there watching you know...the place was C-R-O-W-D-E-D...and i wanna say one thing. RAFFLES ROCKS. their cheers were great, their players were great, their supporters were great. everything was great. they even brought the lion dance that drum leh...then the girl hit hit hit until the whole thing drop...hahahaahahhah...so funny...our prefects were there to lead the guest of honour. so honoured =)) our st.johns girls were there too. i don't know how come they are there. maybe scared ppl too excited to take their prize until faint? hahahahahahahahhahahahaha.....was eating in the bus...i never knew chicken burger tasted so, so good =))) well, i was starving then...went back to school to eat again...fried rice...mmm...played water with py...lol...went home, bathe and went to eat AGAIN...hahah...seems like i am eating too much...went to a restaurant in fort canning park...the scenery there was GREAT...you can like touch the sky...it was all darka and everything...there were a few stars...it was beautiful...memories as usual, came flowingback...and you feel as though you are standing on the peak of a mountain...though its not really very high la...hmm...watched the 9pm show and then sleeped. end of day. =)

Today
i just realised i enjoyed geog and lit alot leh...AMAZING...and had home econs today!!! so fun!!! cooked fried rice...woah...the whole stove was filled with rice..lol..i stir stir stir then the rice flew out...hahahaahah...i cutted the chiken...feels like cutting human meat...soft soft lumpy lumpy...quite gross...the sausage was easy to cut...chop chop chop!! the other 2 of my grp members cut garlic and onions...then me and nellyn go on the stove...we go put the pot on the stove...then wait wait wait...still no smoke or heat coming out...we try 3 other ones...also dun have...actually the whole thing was spoilt -.-" so we used other group one...then we started frying the chicken...didnt add anything else...the chicken smells good already =P yum...then added the veg...and then i went to make the seasoning...one person go put dark sauce...then you know go add wad? SALT. walao...dark sauce is salty enough...she go add some more salt..WTH...then she say her grandma say one...then i say teacher say put light sauce and add pepper...then she say...NO...her GRANDMA say is like that...wth...her grandma was there meh?? lol...then i went to add the seasoning...smelt GREAT...stired and stired...then later we didnt know wether to put egg first then rice or the other way round...so we were talking about it..then the same girl say: "eh, my grandma say must put rice first then egg leh" wth...her grandma again...then we go ask teacher..she say put egg first...thenwe told that girl...then she say but her grandma say must put rice first -.-" so for once, we decided to listen to her...and we tried...the rice was so sticky...regreted not listening to teacher...then after we cook everything finish, she complain not enough rice...so we just cook rice and rice alone...lol...smelt really good leh...so i came home and tried...WOAH...DIDN'T KNOW I COULD COOK SO WELL! >.< eh...to me its nice la...cause i cook one...lol..but to others..maybe?? will wait for the verdict tonight by the judge...my mum =D

Dear lord, i pray that you will lay your healing hands upon this special person. I pray that you will heal his gastric and grant him peace in his mind Lord. I pray that you will be with him throughout this period, as his exams are coming. I pray that you will help him concentrate during lessons and not get distracted by any other stuff Lord. I also want to pray that you will grant him wisdom. Please be with him during his exams and guide him through. Thank you Lord. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Yesterday
TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY!!! today was so fun...had malay lessons!! i really enjoyed it...this is my very first lesson...wasted...learnt how to say all the numbers in malay...then played chongkat...the last time i touched it was when i was pri 2?? LOL...i also dunno how to play...so i just follow sharmaine...grab and go...lol...i land where just take and go again and again...like never end...then finish i just grab the whole thing...lol..i dunno how to play...but still lost =( after malay lesson we all went for the story-telling compeititon thing...was quite interesting...and our class got 1st!!! woohoo!!! after school, rushed home...had dinner outside with parents...went to a chinese fine dining restaurant..lol..i tell you...the appetizer so funny..the women was bringing the plate to our table..i was trying to look what was inside...i find find find still cannot see until...then put right in front of me then can see...lol...THE APPETIZER SO SMALL..ONE MOUTH AND YOU ARE DONE...lol...i laugh and laugh when i was eating...so funny...the food was great though...had the dessert thing...got dried ice...so got alot of smoke..very fun to play leh...poke and poke the ice and cover the hole so the smoke cannot come out then let go one whole puff of smoke...HAHAHA...

Tuesday
SO CLOSE AGAIN!!! seniors lost to cedar...with a score of 3-2...i thought we would have won them...but it is oh-so-close AGAIN...badminton team came today....the atmosphere was G-R-E-A-T!! thanks to all who cheered your insides out!! screamed till i had no voice...and my voice came back again...=D was so gan chiong you know...so in the end, 'c' and 'b' div got 4th...nvm...we tried our best =)) try again next year...talking about that...i am sure gonna miss the sec4s =(( the times we spent together as a team were WONDERFUL...one big family...i learnt wonderful things from all of you...ever since the first day of training in sec1, i knew it for the rest of the year that it would be great with you guys around =))) please come back next year!! everyone will miss you!! oh...next year would be so much worser...so many fun ppl are leaving next year!! ahhh!!!

HAIYO....SO CLOSE SO CLOSE...*shakes head* today was a shitty duper ass day...2 things spoilt my whole day...the first one was again by AH CHEW...IT IS FOREVER HER IF THERE IS ONE BAD THING...SHE CHANGE ME AND MY PARTNER'S PLACE!!! all of you may think what is the big deal...BUT, it IS a big deal...do you know that we have already adapted to that place...and even made it like a second home for us la...we put a rubbish bag there, a place for stationary, a corner for all our art plastic bag stuff (and more to come) and we just put nicely then ah chew say, " Adelene and Rachel, (i thought what happened leh) i want you to...CHANGE PLACE WITH CASSANDRA AND ASHLEY. NOW." woah!!! if say tomorrow not so bad...at least we have a last day to part with our 2nd home..now straight away have to move...walao!! not fair leh!! got 38 other girls why must purposely choose we all 2 leh?? i know is she purposely wan lor...she everytime also pick on me..nothing else better to do leh...see us enjoying life at that particular corner...jealous...so want to purposely choose we all...SHIT YOU CAN...walao...i was dam angry with her la! then the place we shift there is like in the middle of nowhere like that...no coziness...no home feeling...then got no space put our things...put behind us, ppl walk here walk there step here step there...then put at the side ppl also keep walking here and there then step step step...so wad leh..then the scenery no more already lor...usually lessons boring can look out of the window enjoy scenery...then now leh? look everywhere is all people...not fun wan...thenno privacy wan leh...then from our side look out is what you know or not? TOILET...woah...i tell you...BEST LEH...can't stand her..ok...move on to the next thing...the competition..haiyoooooo...so ARGH....the overall score between PL and SNG was 2-2...can win...got hope...then depending on the last one...so jy playing..play until 2-2...the last set's score...from 8-8...then 9-8...leading..very good..then 9-9...shit..losing..then 9-10...still losing...AND THEN 9-11...I OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE THAT PL LOST...so shitty right??? dam close leh!!! walao!!! if only that last ball..lift up A LIITLE BIT...then got chance leh!!! walao...and also hor...if only mr.kim never kay kiang go change the line-up...NOTHING WOULD HAVE HAPPENED...NOTHING...WE WOULD HAVE GOTTEN 3RD AND NOW WE ALL WOULD BE SINGING ALL THE WAY HOME HAPPILY EVER AFTER. SHIT. all my beutiful dream is destroyed...shitty shit shit...haiya...so close leh so close...and hor...the Raffles Girls' like bring the whole school go leh...SO MANY PPL....and Raffles Institude also...both got flag-wavers...so big somemore...and i SO LOVE RI's cheer....SO IN THE BEAT LEH..just SO in the beat... so many different types of cheer somemore...so nice and loud...got drums somemore...so pro...then our school so pathetic....less then 20 ppl...so dead like that...at one corner, in our own world, having our own little match...so pathetic...tomorrow seniors' match..BEST LOR...the WHOLE badminton team come...plus some other ppl...BEST LOR...TODAY DON'T COME...WHEN WE LOSE THEN TMR THEN COME...BEST..make us all feel so discouraged today...=(( but once we went back to school we did our TT cheer in the middle of the school...LOL...so cool...thenwe shouted and shouted...our seniors were wonderful..they cheered for us even if we lost by a careless mistake and knew we could have won...I LOVE THEM =))

(pronounce the 'R' sound) R RRR R RRR R RRR RAFFLES! AND
R RRR R RRR R RRR RAFFLES! AND
R RRR R RRR R RRR RAFFLES!!!!!

Had training today in school...got serious firing from mr.kim...and got scolding from mrs Jacob...how I HATE THAT WOMEN...once mr.kim came...only a few of us were present...so we waited for the rest...then while he was talking 1 of my senior came in...she was late by 10min...so mr.kim asked her why she was late..she said she overslept...and mr.kim said she said this excuse everytime she was late..so he started talking about puntuality and our discipline and stuff...and he said he wanted to TELL MISS GAN...woah....he everything also need to say wan la...so he started scolding and shouting...then, at 10am we were supposed to go for pupil's profiling...so we wanted to go for the next one instead cause this training is important...FINALS ON MONDAY..so we went to tell the facilitator..then just nice mrs.Jacob came...and asked why are we there...so we tell her we want to inform the facilitator saying that we go for the next week one with other classes...then she angry leh...WTH RIGHT...like that only angry..then she say we should inform our teacher or her and blabla...i was observing her face when she was scolding..her eyes very big...BUT...WRINKLES ALL OVER..i am not trying to be mean...but there was nothing else better to do than to observe her face while she was scolding...her face is so crumpled leh...and she put on so heavy make-up...she think she can cover up her old-ness...PLEASE...if a person is ugly, no matter how much make up also no use...it will make it even worse...so you can imagine...and she talk until like she very proffesional like that...woah..."Girls, you have TTo infOOrm me or your fOOrm TTeaCCHHeRR if YOU are gOOing to miss THis lesson..." lol..those capitals are the one she emphasize on and talk until like so slang like that...please la..you know you cannot go anyhow learn from people...so extra...in the end have to go for the lesson...then we went back for training after that...nothing much after that...MONDAY IS FINALS...PEOPLE!! WE ARE GOING TO WIN THE WAR!!!! WOOHOO!!!! gonna cheer like crazy on mon...must save my voice...lol...later talk too much no voice cannot cheer...save save..

Didn't eat breakfast this morning...almost dieded from hunger...learnt my lesson...and i didn't know my school got sell roti prata!!! learnt something new today =)) oh! oh! i also learnt a new hand game =)) i learnt another thing today!! went straight home immediately...wanted to get home as quickly as possible...was so stressed out after the history test...was okay though..wrote quite alot of things...didn't know i could reach home so early...2:30...lol...reached home and immediately went online...searched for a new blog skin...and i got this one =D perfect eh?? I LOVE THIS SKIN SO MUCH. went for tuition after that...almost fell asleep...didn't really absorbed everything...was too tired...once tuition was over, i stepped out, and i saw the whole sky went all YELLOW...and it was raining...so i thought it was ACID RAIN...LOL...i put my hand out to comfirm...it felt oily though...maybe too much oil evaporated...afternoon so hot...everyone's face so oily...then evaporated...the clouds fly fly fly until my house there...then rained oily rain! woah...my science suddenly improved =D sharon recommended me 3 songs which i think are SO NICE...'Hey Juliet' by LMNT , 'This I Swear' by Nick Lachey and 'What's Left of Me' by Nick Lachey also...very nice...i recommend all readers to listen..'This I Swear' has very meaningful lyrics...HURRY GO LISTEN...

my shoulders are killing me...my head is killing me...my legs are killing me...the pain is killing me...everything is killing me...after cca (it was real F U N), my bag seemed to have gotten heavier...i was standing for 45min in the bus...and was standing at the same position...oh my gosh...my shoulders were like going to drop off and run away..i just felt like sitting on the standing place...lol...and my file dropped on my toes...OUCH...that was after school...during school was NO FAN day...woah..i tell you...for the first 5 periods i was sweating and fanning, sweating and fanning...the school cheered when the bell rang...no fan day is over!!! now i realised that i love the person who invented the fan =)) didn't do the presentation for home econs today..my group, like 3 of us went for competition and 2 were there, but didn't do a single bit on it...and we were thinking about what to do when one of them keep playing with the aluminium foil, trying to make it straight again when it's already crumpled...lol...ok...i was playing also la..but only awhile...then the other was making crazy comments about almost evrything...and i was not being co-operative =((( didn't have that teamwork mood...was thinking about the past AGAIN...and elizabeth's group presented somehting on cat abuse...THE VIDEO WAS REALLY , REALLY SICK...a women was at first stroking the cat...like she so love it...then she put it down on the floor...and, with her heels, she started steeping on it la!!! and i was like slowly...so make the cat suffer more...GOSH...WAS FREAKED OUT LA...and then there was this part where the women stepped into the eye sockets...and then the body...and then the MOUTH...inside...then, the next scene, the BRAIN CAME OUT...OH MY SHIT..it was so, so sick...but they stopped the video as everyone was screaming...lol...so sick la! and that women was life-sentenced...thats too easy for her la...she should suffer like how the cat suffered...being stepped on...yuck...i think that would be more sick if it was videoed...life-size leh...lol...ok..enough of that...grossing me out...had 3 tests today...maths...OH SHIT...i made one VERY,VERY CARELESS MISTAKE!!!! argh!! physics...MADE ONE CARELESS MISTAKE ALSO...lit...didn't find any careless mistakes so far...but my answers sort of got NO LINK...i didn't know what to write!! walao...all the test so what leh...all got at least one problem...nvm...having semi-finals on mon...seniors' on tue...very nervous though i'm not playing...ALL THE BEST PEOPLE...WE CAN WIN and WE WILL WIN THE WAR =)))

I felt miserable in school today...why did you talked to me yesterday and asked me how was I...i wanted to forget you...and you keep appearing at the wrong time..why?? the reason i cried yesterday was you...all because of you..i was listening to a christian song..the lyrics...it just made me remember about the past...it's always the past...never the future...i know i should move on...i too, keep telling myself that...but it's no use...i am always not doing it... because i can't...

MY HEART IS HURTING SO, SO BADLY INSIDE NOW...everything seems to go wrong today...EVERYTHING...of all people...why you and not them...of all places...why there and not here...of all everything...why this and not that...i hate the feeling i have now...i hate it...i hate it!!!! tears are falling...down down down...

ok....there is one thing i want to annouce to the whole, wide world....PL rock my socks and my shoes =D... you would know what i mean if you watched the badminton match today held in Jurong Sports Complex...the match was quite boring at first...but..as it comes closer to 2:2, the match was EXCITING, EXCITING, EXCITING..screamed my lungs and intestines and stomach out...but had no voice in the last few matches....tiffany and paddy was SO poor thing...especially paddy...face so red...sweat so much..so tired...kept falling...but NEVER gave up...this IS the PL spirit =))) and i so love the badminton and table-tennis team family...WE ARE ONE BIG, HAPPY FAMILY! you all cheered for us and even cried with us when we lost in the east zone competition...and now its our turn =))) was so sad when they lost to SCGS...twice leh...TWICE LEH..it was the same feeling we all had when we lost to Anglican...SAME...twice....gosh...oh! and i did a good deed today! i donated $5 to the school's building funds by buying the cd...the fast songs inside were not very nice...but the slow ones are great! reminds me of the past...all the good and the bad...and how God has helped me through...wow...i feel so spiritual, emotional and all now...LOL...k..."Rachel, you've got to be strong...if it was meant to be, it would be...if it was not, learn to let go and move on...leave everything to God, and He will decide..." this sentence has been motivating me to move on with my life after that huge problem...=))) sound kind of weird in this post...don't know why...suddenly just remembered the past...feel so sad and all now...no mood to blog...sorry guys...have to stop...i know you will miss reading my blog...its ok..i will blog again tomorrow >.<

lol...this is the third time i am blogging today...my elbow is hurting...like some kind of cut...but there is absolutely nothing at all...my eyes are hurting...like some strong wind blowing into it...because the fan is blowing into my eyes...lol...i kinda miss talking to someone...seldom come online...when are you gonna come online??? i have loads of stuff to tell you...though we barely know each other...i miss fighting with you...i miss getting angry with you...I WANNA TALK TO YOU...tmr going to support badminton team...DO YOUR BEST AND DO PL PROUD! WOOHOO!!!

oh great. i just realised what zhiying said is true...my previous post IS weird..why? simple. it's because zhiying was sitting beside me in the stuffy, and couldn't be more stuffy with an irritating teacher who looks at how ppl sits. that's why. the main reason. ZHIYING =) lol...kk..just came home from primary school...WOAH. THE PEOPLE THERE ARE SUBERB I TELL YOU. me and joyce JUST BOUGHT out drinks...we left it on the table..and went to buy food...it was the pri 1's reccess la...and once we came back, less than 5min, our drinks are GONE. why? the pri 1 girls thought it was nobody's and did their canteen duty by dumping our cups back into the containers. how nice. and that drink was on me. WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO PAY FOR ANOTHER 2 CUPS OF DRINKS. Thanks joyce for not topping up your money. and for buying such a small umbrella. i was ALL WET AND WET BECAUSE OF JOYCE'S SMALL UMBRELLA. and we were walking like some kind of thing stuck together using velcro strip. training in primary school was horrible. why? because the room there was stuffy, and i there was not enough air to circulate in my body. my juniors took ALL MY SWEETS AWAY. my socks and shoes were all socking wet till i could squeeze water out from my socks. and finally, the food was un-commentable. such a great day i had today. *1 clap*

i looked into the box of paper hearts i made for you for valentine's day...there were supposed to be 1 silver and 1 gold...the gold was you, and the silver was me...but i only saw the silver one...where was the gold?? it was hidden in between all the rest of the other hearts...i was thinking...isn't that what happened to me and you? i was there, but you seem to be somewhere which i have to look so hard to find for...somewhere so far, so far...it breaks my heart just thinking about that...the times we had and everything...i simply just can't forget everything that happened...

THIS COMPUTER IS PISSING ME OFF...now in school..having PC lessons...hmm...i guess is cool blogging in school at this time of the day?? LOL...OH YA!! have good news....my dad is away to Dubai for 3 days!!!! but sort of missing him though....now everyday have to go school by bus....wait and squeeze with the crowd...then everyone's face so sian sian...c'mon man! it's a new day!!! =D then some mothers shout and shout :" eh! girl ah! reach school message me hor! after school what time finsh ah? must faster come home ah! don't anyhow go out walk walk hor!" WALAO...early in the morning shout shout shout...somemore so many ppl in the bus...BUT...got some interesting stuff to see also...cause early in the morning some ppl hair messy messy...then some still got colgate on the mouth...(still never see before la...but hope to see though...=D) kk...i gtg off soon...blog tonight...=)) stay tuned...

Cough, cough, sniff sniff, swallow, swallow (the phlem..LOL) nothing much today...except training was quite funny...seniors was really funny...just hope that tomorrow would be a better day..(=

I just hope time heals all...though you are not here...i can still feel your presence...and that's enough...i may not know how you feel...but at least i do know that you still have me as a friend who would lend a listening ear and a shoudler to lean on when you feel that the whole world is turned upside-down...i will always and forever, be there for you...

today is just a pile of shitty ass day for me laaaaaa....damn unlucky la ok...firstly...everything was ok..except for my running, about to escape, nose and really bad cough...then...it was until i realised that i have a very serious case of memory loss...i couldn't even remember wheather i brought back my books to school yesterday...when all of my friends remembered that i ddin't...wth..i can't but my friends can...?!....ok..next...music lesson...everyone was dely-dalying cause everyone just came back from their banded classes...then...we were preparing to go out...and the teacher came in...voila! she started scolding...and says that time is important in life and blabla...this is th greatest thing: she wants every single one of us (41 pupils) to give her a reason of why were we late and what were we doing which made us late for her lessons...EVERY SINGLE ONE...and i was so lucky to be in the first group of girls to be asked....so, i had to stand longer..wth...and i was so good to help my partner explain everything...seee...even if i always scold her...i am actually very good...()=> then one girl said she asked her english teacher some questions before she came back...which results to the teacher releasing them late...and the music teacher asked what qsn she asked...and after my friend said it, she answer for her -.-" LOL...so lame can?! then another of my friend told her say she was about to go out when she saw the music teacher coming so she went back...and the music teacher asked her partner if she saw her going out and weather or not she is telling the truth...PLEASE...BOTH ARE GOOD FRIENDS...OF COURSE SHE WILL SAY SHE IS TELLING THE TRUTH RIGHT?! walao..and she carried on..asking what was our lesson learned today -.-" and she scolded 11 girls, including me, for not wearing a watch...IS IT A CRIME BY NOT WEARING A WATCH CAUSE WE DON'T WANT TO?! AND IT'S OUR WRIST..NOT YOURS..SO WHY AND WHY MUST YOU TELL US TO WEAR A WATCH??? and she somemore wrote it on the board: 1. Everyone to wear a watch." or something like that..is damn lame can?! ok..nvm...next thing...went for mother tongue lecture...everything was ok...me and nellyn didnt sit together with our class cause we didnt know where were they, and half of the class were like sitting behind us, so we thought there was no space so the class split into 2...so, we mixed with 1C1...then, after lesson, the teacher called 1B2..so we 2 stand up...then the teacher say are we from 1B2..and we said ya...and then she scolded us -.-" and asked us to stand. why? cause we didn't sit with our class...WTH CAN...then suddenly left me and nellyn alone..the rest gone..and they went back to our class's place without even telling me and nellyn...WALAO...then i explained to her...but i used english..cause i didn't know how to say in chinese...and she scolded me -.-" walao la!! so i tried very hard to say in chinese...and succeded =) then she told us to stay behind...we stayed, and explain to her the whole thing again...and this time, my own class chinese teacher extra...go add salt in the wound..then say even more things to make that teacher scold us even more...WALAO...JUST MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS CAN...I KNOW YOU VERY LONELY LA..JEALOUS WE GOT FRIENDS TO ACCOMPANY...BUT DON'T NEED LIKE THAT RIGHT...ok..i am getting really pissed off now...ARGH. i. don't. feel. like. going. to. school. tomorrow. someone. help. me. please.

i was thinking of you during my camp...thinking till i couldn't sleep...suddenly..i miss you so, so much...i need you to be by my side...i need you to take care of me now that i am sick..i need you to comfort me...i need the concern you showed to me before...i simply just need you...

woah!!! the camp rocks i tell you!! woohoo!! just hear everyone cheering and screaming...see the PL spirit!! we even got complains from the neighbours..lol..even though i only stayed for one day...it still ROCKED!! but one thing sad though...i didn't go to sentosa =( heard is was very fun..and where were all the tt and badminton girls? having competition...and whats more tt lost the raffles...well, that was expected though...its ok...and congrads to the badminton team for winning dunman high! =) and once we get back to school, the fun started...we quickly ran to the toilets hoping to get to bathe first...cause the rest of the ppl would all be coming back from sentosa soon...so everyone rushed...but in the end, we had to let the sec3 go first cause they had to go to their camp else where....me and sharm went to searh every toilet for a shower thing...but didnt managed to, so we decided to go to our own level's toilet...which was private enough...and we filled our pails using the sink, and brought the whole pail of water into the toilet cubical..which means...we just spray the water like that..with the toilet bowl there...the water was so, so cold...but it was quite fun after that...me and sharmaine were like shouting and shouting...lol...den when we were about to finish, all of them came back...and they all came to our toilet...and we had no more privacy =( lol...but we finished and went back to our classroom...woah..clean, nice, big and cooling...my group had the privaledge of not sleeping in other class as our class has a layer of mat on the ground instead of hard cement floor...and, we had 6 ceiling fans and 2 standing fans!! others had only 4 ceiling fans...we all waited for everyone and went to have our talent night...it was quite fun...some were very funny...after everything...its 11.30...it was great to see our class all together in the classroom..and everything was fun...and it was bright inside but dark outisde..so it was a really nice and cosy scenerio...=) and everyone was having fun...though it was so late, everyone was having lots of fun...and suddenly Mr.Tang used the loud speaker thing to talk..then everyone come out of their classrooms and look...lol..very funny...then later Miss Gan say: "All hands by your side! no leaning against the wall! all keep quiet!" lol..sounds like army training camp leh...then we got scolded for making too much noise...as usual...after that we went to the e-hall to have reflection...and then lights out...it was fun to sleep with classmates..but sleeping on the floor was no joke..so hard la...everywhere aching...then i slept and woke up..then i thought it was morning..turned out to be 2.32 -.-" sleep so long only 2hrs?! wth..so continued sleeping..and woke up at 6.30...went to do all the usual stuff...and procceded with the games!!! so fun...tested us alot on our teamwork..which was great...played a few games, got really wet, got sick from all the GREAT cheering, went home, missed the facilitators...and here i am now, blogging =) hoped you enjoyed your stay here at Rachel's blog. Thanks and please come again.

I've got a fever!
It's hot! It can't be stopped!
I've got a fever! Woah! It's hot in here!
B2's heating up the atmosphere!
I say o-e-o-e-o HOT! HOT! HOT!
o-e-o-e-o HOT! HOT! HOT!
Go.....B2!!!! woooh!!!!

How are you feeling B2???!!!!
Chikerboom chikerba...
I feel good! na, na, na, na, na!
So good! den, den!
So good! den, den!
I'm feeling good! den, den den, den!

i almost dieded during the 'camp' (not really called a camp cause i came home and go back again and stay for 1 night due to tournament. argh.) it was SO, SO BORING. JUST ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE BORING. but the games were quite fun...but why is our class ALWAYS and FOREVER the worst??? i am sure we can do better! but why of all days..why today? why must it be today that everyone gets so easily pissed off? all just come menses or wad? ok..we weren't really that bad la..but once it comes to class co-operation...i don't know what to say...got a booklet all about myself...its really cool...cause you get to know exactly what you are..its 21 pages long..so just imagine..ALL ABOUT YOURSELF. how nice. the thing says i am an advisor. and..."Relationships play a key role in Rachel's life, she tends to be a very trusting individual, she enjoys making new friends and developing new relationships. she often find herself involved in many things at once and loves social functions. she enjoys encouraging those around me. people see her as a person who frequently inspires others. A loyal friend, she is patient and caring when attending to the needs of others. she is usually an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonius environment. she tends to be quite predictable, sticking with proven, reliable methods of dealing with situations rather than taking chances with new, unproven approach. because she cares about how others feel, she may feel uncomfortable making decisions that strongly affects others. she typically encourages others to be involved in the decision making processes and prefers to work in a team role. others tend to see her as agreeable and humble." and there is a second part to it =) "Rachel, as an advisor, impresses most people with her warmth, sympathy and understanding. she posseses a casual kind of poise in most social situations, and is not often uncomfortable with people. in fact, many people will come to her because she is seen as a good listener. Rachel tends to be very demonstrative and her emotions are usually clear to those around her. she will not typically attempt to force her ideas on others. in fact, she may be too indirect in espressing her feelings or issuing orders. however, if she feels strongly about something, Rachel will speak openly and directly about her convictions. she can be overly tolerant and patient to those who are non-workers in the workplace. Rachel is a true peacemaker. Rachel posseses the potential to love everyone without expecting as much in return. Rachel may have difficulty being honest about things if there is a fear that there will be devastating effects to a relationship. Rachel is a great motivator and unjoys telling people "you can do it". she is a loving person, and strives to exhibit mercy, compassion and empathy to others. she is usually seen as neighbourly, as she seems to be accepting of others." there is of course more to it...much more...but i lazy to type la...only this intrest me..the rest..nah..and 2 ppl called me 'cute' today =D..how amazing..one was stef =) and the other was a guy in the bus =)) cause i was saying bye to jy and pris...den he say to his friend " ai..zhe4 ge4 hen3 cute leh..." wth...i am called 'zhe4 ge4' best lor...then his friend imitated me saying bye...so i turn around...then they laugh and laugh..sorry...NO LINK...laugh for wad?? funny meh?? i don't think so la...ok..next subject...tmr playing agaisnt RGS...haiz...double haizzzz....very slim chances of winning...=( but its ok =) we can do it!! woohoo! and i cant wait to stay over tmr night la...shit oh shitty that i cant stay over tonight..which i think is the most fun..and i cant go to Sentosa tmr!!! argh!!!! shitty oh shit oh shitty...

Yesterday
Once upon a time, the table-tennis girls from 1B2 were having practise straight after assembly. They were happily practising when suddenly, a diesaster struck! Their teacher in charge and captain came to report, saying that the 1B2 girls were reported missing from school by their maths teacher cum form teacher. Everyone was blaming their teacher, as they were in the middle of their training, and she even called their home, to find out where were they. They shuffled lazily and complain-ingly back to their classroom to report to that stinky teacher. But, she wasn't in. So, the table-tennis girls waited patiently for her to come back. Finally, she came, and she asked them to go out of the classroom as she wanted to talk to them. She yadayada and yada-ed, and in the end, she blamed them for not telling her they had training, and why were they having training during curiculum time, when they said actually some of their classmates had already told her that they were having table-tennis training. She was so, so unreasonable. Because she couldn't talk back, she went on with another thing. She went on with their maths work. She said they were irresponsible as they usually miss her lessons due to competitions. She said they should come and find her for help, and even said she won't care about them as they didn't bother to find out and catch up with the others, when nobody asked her to care. She was still as unreasonable as before. She even told the badminton girls to come out to see her. So, she scolded all of us at one shot. How smart of her. She went on from suject A to subject Z. She really is a great teacher. Due to all the scoldings, she was in a bad mood. So, whoever opens the classroom's door and wanted to go out to the toilet or wherever they wanted to go, was scolded by the great teacher. How wonderful. In the end, the greatest teacher told the table-tennis girls to go back to class and resume the activity. The End.
The story so nice right...ya...and guess what?! i was one of the character in the story! woohoo!
-.-" ok...this is lame..but..I AM STILL PISSED WITH AH CHEW. ok. better zoom off to another subject before i explode. Next, the tt girls went to support the badminton girls...it was amazing when ah chew actually let us go la...ok..so we went..the sports hall in Tampanese was so, so stuffy...and when you step out of the hall, fresh air immediately came...AIR ROCKS. ok..so we cheered and cheered..not really WE la..i didn't cheer till the last match cause it ws 2-2...we lost anyway..but..its ok =) they still got into the next round...that's good enough..and next round, they are playing agaisnt RGS. oh great. same as us. lets all die together. but, on a second thought, we may be able to win...lets wait and see =) oh ya. it was raining so so so heavily la..and everyone had NO umbrellas...me, jillian, zhiying, priscilla, bernice and one of another badminton girl was running for our lives..there was even thunder and lightning...very scary....we were all screaming and screaming...some using pinafores to cover, some using bag, some using plastic sheet. and one used umbrella >:( she was walking..and everyone was running...wth..so jealous...we were all DRENCHED. REALLY DRENCHED FROM HEAD TO TOE. i wonder if we would all get sick...

Today
Nothing much happened today, except we went to the museum, and i just realised that zhiying can't be a teacher next time. so we went back...and played like crazy in the bus..LOL...was so funny...zhiying can have split personality at times..when she is too high...i tell you..it was scary sitting beside her la...using 100Plus bottle to make my leg...lol...den she was crazy..then quieten down..then start again...very crazy...ok..and today rained AGAIN...as usuall, no umbrella...so me zhiying and priscilla were walking under the rain...but fortunately, the rain wasn't that heavy. we should that God for that =) designed the robe for president and first lady..was quite nice..all thanks to Nellyn. and to me too. cause i coloured. and zhiying too. though she was complaining half of the time. and i got pissed off by her too. cause..i also dunno why la..but i was just angry...after awhile...everything went back to normal...did the class cheer and song..quite creative though...and the bus trip back home was TOTALLY HORRIBLE. me, prscilla and zhiying almost fainted and died on the spot cause of the strong smell that was not nice to smell...it was loads of sweat (cause it's the whole of soccer team) + rain water + aircon + very faint smell of perfume..that saved my life...OMG..TELL YOU...CAN FAINT LEH...THE SMELL WAS SO STRONG...THAT EVERYONE USED THE FRONT DOOR TO ALIGHT.LOL. and after the other 2 got off, which means left me and melanie...lol..we were laughing all the way...it was so smelly la...and one old woman was so brave...she went to the place, which is the behind half of the bus and sat down...IN THE MIDDLE...LOL...we were dam shocked la...lol...so brave i tell you...lol...how is another thing. i can't stay over for the first night on camp..its a good and bad thing. Good: I don't get to sleep on dirty floors and bathe in dirty toilets with cold water in pails and buckets. i would have aircon i would have my bed =) Bad: I don't get to play in the dark with nellyn. i won't be able to take pictures of ppl sleeping...i won't be able to join the sentosa trip (argh!!!) the next day....shit oh shitty...i hate this...ahh!! and i will have plenty of trainings..woahh.....